STOOPZ

I love my chapan so much, I hope shes no longer in pain.
          R.U 1:00AM

I am getting sadder and sadder everyday and I cant stop it.
          Ever since jack moved away everything's been moving so slowly, and it seems like there is just a deep pit in my heart and stomach. I just feel like I am missing something, something precious to me, I just wish I had enough time to get up and hug him and just say goodbye to him.
          He didnt even let me know when he was going to leave and thats what makes me sad and angry, I just feel like a paper bag on the ground that was just stepped on many times.
          I cannot express these feelings I have towards him, and I cant say that he felt the same way back. Even if he didn't I was just happy that we were friends.
          I love my current partner to death, but I seriously cannot express this sadness I have.

I completely forgot about this site and about all of my friends, and I apologize deeply.
          But, I generally do not see a point to starting this book up again, all of it is super stressful and I am no longer that free kid I was before.
          This was all just a big ass adventure and I met a few people and lost a few people along the way.
          Life right now is a complete mess and I am failing most of my classes, especially ELA(main reason why JJ aint even out in the first place, i suck at it).
          I'm not on often, but I try to get back at peoples messages ASAP, if you really wanna get ahold of me just add me on discord.
          tint4200