MAX

I'm still gay trash who doesn't know the meaning of the word flirting and has at least one brain cell which is always smashing the panic button at the sight of anyone who even looks in my direction
          
          Thanks for coming to my TED talk.

IM SUCH A FUCKING PROCRASTINATOR 

When it's midnight you have work the next morning at 8am and you have a paper due right after you shift ends so you stay up trying to write it.

Maybe I'm just thinking about things way too much...

Have you ever been at a point in your life when you are single and where you question whether you want another relationship. I'm at that point and while I like the idea of dating I can't seem to get myself to take that chance.
          
          I'm scared to take that step and more often than not disbelieving at the idea someone would find me attractive. 

MERRY CHRISTMAS YA FILTHY ANIMALS
          
          
          
          in all seriousness though Merry Christmas everyone or Happy yule or whatever you may celebrate. I hope you all have a good day and enjoy the time your spending with friends and family.

HAPPY THANKSGIVING TO ALL MY CREEPS!

So I finally posted a book, if anyone's interested feel free to check it out. It's honestly just a little journal/spam folder for me to use. But if people want to read about it they can feel free to do so.

To be clear I have gone without sleep since 8am Sunday morning

I have been awake for almost 48 hours and I want to die. I want to sleep and my brain will not shut off! I know for a fact my anxiety riddled mind coupled with chronic migraines is slowly driving me insane.
          
           Fuck anxiety 
          fuck depression 
          fuck migraines 
          fuck dysphoria 
          FUCK YOU INSOMNIA