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HEHE HAII

My first vocaloid song (when I was 6) was okaasan by Miku (that's why I'm mentally ill)
          
          Also after that I was like this is so creepy omg I love it

Hey, Muchiko.. um, I really do hope that you're okay, we haven't heard much from you and it's extremely worrying. I seriously do hope that you are okay, and that wherever you are, and whatever you may be doing is super fun and exciting!
          I'm extremely sorry for not being around when you fell down, that i hadn't been able to at least try and help out when i should have.
          You're one of the closest friends i have, and honestly i really should have noticed things sooner. I can't blame anything or anybody else but myself on this one, and i truly do apologise.
          
          I just wanted to tell you how amazing you are, I know that you never truly believe it whenever anybody tells you, and i do doubt that it means much from me in general. But you are truly one of the greatest people i have had the pleasure of meeting 

THEY'RE FINE :3

﹕꩜ @Natsukisbiggestkin⋆  ഒ๋࣭ 
          
          Good evening, Muchiko. It's been a while since you've been online, and i'm extremely worried. However, for whenever you come back i have a small note for you and i do hope you come back and end up seeing this.
          
          I apologise extremely for not being here when you needed me, i am extremely sorry sorry that i haven't been a good enough friend and haven't managed to comfort you in your time of need, any excuse i have isn't worth explaining because in the end you should have come first, right?
          
          I hope you come back soon, however in case a lot of things recently. i need to let you know; you are such an amazing person, you are worth everything and i love you dearly/p you mean so much to me, and a lot to everyone else around as well.
          
          You may not think yourself too highly, but you're wrong, entirely wrong. You're talented, you're humorous, you're amazing, you're beautiful, you're worth so much to everyone, i know personally (and i hope you know) just how serious Lucille loves you. seriously, it's adorable, and i can tell that he genuinely fucking loves you. okay? i seriously hope you come back, they're worried endlessly.
          
          in advance, in case. i'll miss you, i'll miss you so, so, so much. and i am forever grateful that you, Luci, Vean, Shirley, Eternal (Aiden), and Koko had given me a true reason for living for so long, i'm grateful that i have you all has friends. and i hope you are all going to live and have such a better life than ever before.
          
          xx Nichole.

Come back please.

          Koko, don’t.
          
          I’m sorry I don’t interact with you as much as I used to, but I still love (platonically) and care for you and I wish I could check up on you more. 
          
          You’re not a burden, you’re not irrelevant, and I’m so so sorry your life isn’t the best. I hold you so close to my heart, and God dammit, I’d be fucked if I found out you died. So many others would be fucked over to know you’re gone. 
          
          Even though we haven’t spoken in a while, you’re still one out of the ten people I genuinely trust and would do anything for.

I wrote a couple of comforting stuff on Pinterest I'm too embarrassed to write here if you wanna look at it :)

Darling? :(

Meow?