Jace

@NaughtyGoth99 (2)  There was once an article i saw and it says that you feel the emotion ls for a about 5-20 minutes and the rest you feel us cause by your thoughts, when i read that article it changed everything. So as soon as i read that and realized that i could somewhat be there for myself, so i put a timer for 20 minutes and through those 20 minutes i put everything there i started crying /screaming  you name if i did it through those 20 minute i was just getting everything out there and when i felt lighter i stopped the timer. I kept going that every time i felt depressed/stressed/sad and after those minutes i would stop thinking about the bad stuff and what caused me to be at a low point. It really helped, you are an amazing person you will jump out of that hole and thrive the past and the bad you got this girl I believe in you. 

@NaughtyGoth99 Okay i was debating on replying but i gotta say what i gotta say and i truly hope with the bottom of my heart, you get well and understand and feel what I’m going to say from experience. Do not ever wait on someones love or approves and support even if you have it do not wait for it from someone else because no one will truly love, and support you as much as you will to yourself. Have it and enjoy the extra support and love from others if its there but always have the love and support for yourself and do not wait on anyone to be there and understand you, because like it or not they won’t understand you as much as you will understand yourself ,not even family. Cut out whoever effects you in a bad way even family. it won’t be easy but in the long run you will thrive without them, you are an incredible writer, you are who you are because of the life you lived the bad and good and it made you this incredible person and writer and much more. If you are still in that place that hurts you change it change that environment and if you can’t make it yours recycle the bad memories with the new and good, if you still need a job start posting your stories in patreon cause i will definitely subscribe to read your amazing stories as well as many others. Look at your wall page and see how many people are beginning for  your novels that are not there and how many people and waiting for you to complete novels and how many of them are asking about you and your health. These people are supporting you through it all. You have people that love you and will support you no matter what and they will come to you, but always have the support and love for yourself no one will ever love and support you as much as you will yourself.

@NaughtyGoth99 We'll support you and your works if your healing, or even just taking a break.  This is your domain, and you don't need to prioritize us over your mental health.  We love and appreciate the many hours you've put into all of your stories and we will always be ready to enjoy your writing whenever you can create them. (always re-reading, gawd I love your works)
          	  Escaping a place like that is heavy on your soul, and it's hard to get out even if you do have help, which I know isn't always the case. Be safe, and try to focus on you-  I know we hate to hear it, and I kind of hate to say it, because it makes me feel like a hypocrite, but It will get better. Thank you for everything, and we'll be here with open arms, no matter what your choice may be.