Shirley

i didn't survive

How are you doing???????

I really lost my energy to write stories 

@NautAussie_likeJakey my right side of the body died so hard my hand has cramps for 2 days now

It's official.
          Depression issue again for the NTH time 

What if I say imma leave 

To be honest... I'm kinda mad too
          About Heeseung promising Engenes we would be together forever
          Ever since I-land, I knew they would be one of the most unique group of the entire world. No doubt they are. And I also thought NOTHING could hold them back or prevent them from separating 
          And I've been watching them, basically like spending my childhood with them
          And now he just left without warning, leaving his members behind leaving us behind.
          Not just about him I'm worried about Jungwon.
          HE'S the leader the one who wants the whole group to be united. I'm sure he's been sleeplessly thinking about this situation and finding a way to get his hyung back.
          And I've been STUPID believing Heeseung will ever actually keep his promise about being together "Forever"
          I just didn't know what to think other than crying
          He basically betrayed this... I juts don't know how to function with this.
          His Wikipedia turned to 2020-2026.
          Don't say sorry to us, say sorry to the members.
          But I'll still support you through this. Because you are Lee Heeseung. And I'll support you anyway 

From here on out
          I'll officially stop writing unless I feel like doing so
          I'm way too be needed therapy for this and i can't survive
          

LIFE IS SO COMPLICATED

Guess what happen during my holiday of Chinese new year...
          I got confessed