Rin

I just did some light reading on the whole Nix situation. While I do think that I want to support Nix in this, the whole situation is super messy. No one really knows what's right and what's wrong and if either of them (management/ fsp in general or nix) are lying. 
          
          The graduation announcement is weird, to say the least. It reminds me of niji. That's never a good thing
          
          Then there's the merch sales they did and the different dates of when it was told to people that he'd graduate. (There's someone claiming they knew by around november 8th while he himself didn't even know then, as he stated I'm pretty sure.)
          
          The whole not-being-considerate-of-a-phobia is a completely different topic, but, sadly, Japan has never really taken stuff like that as seriously as they should.
          
          All in all, the whole fiasco really is just a full-on mess with everyone having different opinions and sides and all that stuff. And I'm truly sorry for everyone involved because no one's the winner here

FSP???? FSP WHAT THE FUCK FSPPP?
          
          I feel like it's not really a secret that I never know what's going on until the clickbait youtube thumbnails with the red circles and the crazy texts tell me but like wtf? Das crazy istg

XANDU IS BACK, I REPEAT XANDU HAS JOINED THE INTERNET AGAIN.
          
          OMFG I AM SO HAPPY, HES DOING OK AND HES BACK FUCK YES

Also, how in the world did we manage to get 2 dudes to debut in the same wave, only for their brothers to also debut in another wave like 2 years later
          
          How did this happen
          
          Anyways FspEN wave 3 is here

I am so fucking tired of niji. 
          Can we just stop? Can we just shut down the company? Can we please just end this bullshit???

I have flins! 
          Got him yesterday
          
          And todaaayy I got his weapon!
          
          Now he's level 88 with talents 6 bc screw that weekly boss heck no, and his weapon is level 90.
          
          And ny natlan exploration has skyrocketed... 

I lost my 50/50 AGAIN btw. 
          
          I downloaded genshin again cuz flins is god damn amazing, and I need him in my collection of characters I like.
          
          I saved up 30 wishes. Was on pitty 70 right.
          
          Banner was out. I wished. First 10 pull nothing
          Okay, okay, it's at 80, that's fiiine
          
          Second one Gold. I'm hyped.
          
          What do I fucking see?
          
          This dumbass batman wannabe with his stupid claymore and his god forsaken red hair
          (Love him he's been on my team as a dps since the beginning of me playing. Cuz I lost my 50/50 to him)
          
          Anyways, im at pitty 60 something again. I did my work and I did it well

EX FUCKING CUSE ME
          
          WHAT THE FUCK
          
          WHAT DID I JUST FIND
          
          HELLOOOOOO???
          
          HELLOOOOOOO?!?!?! WHAT THE FUCKKKKK
          
          I THOUGHT IT WAS CAP???
          
          WHAT THE FUCK YOU MEAN HE'S CIRCUSP
          
          WHAT YOU MEAN HE HAS 2 SONGS IN PJSK
          
          WHAT DO YOU FUCKING MEAN YOUTUBE
          
          I AM LOOSING MY SHIT. I AM LOOSING EVERYTHING I CAN POSSIBLY LOOSE
          
          AM I CALM? NO THE FUCK I AM NOT! HELP ME FOR I AM DYING WHILST ASCENDING 

I am so upset rn.
          Broooo whyyyy
          
          I made a little kaeya pixel art on wplace
          It really was little, about 90 ish pixels
          
          I made it yesterday, right
          
          It was grieved twice by the same person
          
          And now 3 people are deleting it for some fucking CDU shit
          
          Like wtf
          Nobody cares about your love cdu stuff. The whole fucking canvas was free but you just had to put it directly under my kaeya and then nuke him because you didn't have enough space
          
          WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE MAN
          I swear to God I am going to cry

In 27 hours I need to get up again for school. Fuck my life