Nct4lifey

@bubus_flat_ass not now, I'm still working on drafts and editing CL so I can post this on ao3 too so maybe a month latter, in August :) 

@stuckwith127 don't worry I won't ☺️ 

@Nct4lifey yep I understand, I don't see mark as someone so highly perfect that he can't make mistake rather I see him just someone like me a normal human still learning and making mistakes, and that's why I'm still supporting him and will do it in future too, neither I condone anything negative about him nor I force people to forgive him either what the black community felt it their choice to forgive him but I already did, because I believe it was a stupid mistakes and need to treated as a mistak someone asked for forgiveness and not like crime like everyone is actually doing, it hurt to see people being so disrespectful towards him while staning actual problematic artists 

@Nct4lifey instead of hating (although disappointment can be expressed)...I believe you should give people the benefit of the doubt. Haven't you heard of innocent until proven guilty and other people do worse things that warrant discrimination and racism. Unless there is constant proof of racism and discrimination we should educate others rather than spreading negative and hate. Another saying that can apply is ignorance is bliss and common sense isn't all that common. Also people make mistakes, I do agree that apologies need to be made... And there was an apology. It may not have been the one wanted but at least it exists. Also, I'm not going to defend mark but there are people in this world who I've encountered that although did wrong, have difficulty apologizing for their mistakes, and did apologize yet aren't their apologies aren't considered sincere. People can know what they did wrong and beat them selves up over it because of the sense and shame they feel although they pretend it never happened. There are many possibilities of what was actually thought by mark and his team but no one has the ability to read other people's thoughts and unless the racism or discrimination actions and mindset become constant and undeniable you should give people the benefit of the doubt. And if you don't want to support mark then just move on. I was taught that if you have nothing nice to say then don't say it.  Even outside the mark situation negative energy and hate shouldn't be spread in a world where comments can negatively affect someone's life deeply and cause the decline of someone's mental health. Also on a side note... Celebrities can be stupid and ignorant sometimes, you should look up Nation's Dumbest on YouTube and watch a few episodes...

@Nct4lifey about the shirt and him? kinda disappointed :((((

@Nct4lifey oh i see i see. Noted. Thank you! Take your time 

@neejustreads it actually unpublished for a while for editing purpose, I'll upload again in few days 

@sappiere___ sorry for the trouble, I'm actually editing some chapters that's why I did that don't worry in few days I'll re-upload them just wait a little bit  

@Nct4lifey 

okay! take your time 

@imarkhyuinmyheart happy markhyuck day to you too  , maybe tomorrow 11 am I can say 

@LeoKwiatek i will, I'll upload a chapter in two days 

@Nct4lifey don't say sorry girl, I feel all you're emotions, I'm crying ever since, the only way to cope is making reels, putting ou all my painful thought in them, but still it's feels so heavy, my book didn't end but my markhyuck bond really broke in real time, I know they gonna be friends forever but we can't see them now, not one camera, not the same comfortable way, a virtual hug to you too, cry a little of you feel too heavy, we'll be fine, we have to be 

@Nct4lifey .. Girl.. U can't do this to me.. I just saw all ur recent reels and I'm cryingg again... It's the fact that I know mark was so overworked and this makes sense... But at the same time... I'm feeling way too sad for hyuck... And for all other members too..cant believe we might never get to see our strong duo together..they didn't even give us a album together..i was so excited for Markhyuck moment this year but 'khairr'.. Morever .. I used to be so happy I didn't had to face the mark graduation trauma.. But this is so much more worse.. And now I'm thinking.. How good it would be if I stanned them earlier... I never got to see them as 7dream.. And thats really gonna be my biggest heartbreak....they talked about tds90.. But now.. Even if there is tds5.. It will be without all members... I also saw a reel about how jisung will have no one to make tiktoks with.. And don't even get me started on markhyuck... Can't believe they ended in real bfr ur book ended...like pls ...can we just skip to 2027..this year is not for me.. Anyway.. A virtual hug for u.. We definitely need it(did I write too much.. Sry but I literally don't have many ppl I can talk too about kpop)

yeah it shows its updated but i can’t find it