Ne0nLightzz

HAPPY NEW YEAR LUVS!!
          	I hope everyone has a great 2025!!
          	Hoping for some motivation and time to get back into writing this year so crossing my fingers for that lol
          	
          	Plz remember to stay hydrated n to take care of urselves! Also plz remember that ya are loved n worth sm!!
          	
          	-Luv Lee<33

Ne0nLightzz

HAPPY NEW YEAR LUVS!!
          I hope everyone has a great 2025!!
          Hoping for some motivation and time to get back into writing this year so crossing my fingers for that lol
          
          Plz remember to stay hydrated n to take care of urselves! Also plz remember that ya are loved n worth sm!!
          
          -Luv Lee<33

Ne0nLightzz

MERRY CHRISTMAS N HAPPY HOLIDAY LUVS!!
          
          Hope everyone has had a good day and holiday season!! Plz remember to stay hydrated n to take care of urselves!!
          
          -Luv Lee<33
          
          Ps. Hopefully next year brings me free time and motivation for writing again!

Ne0nLightzz

Just saw "I'm not a little kid" was taken down? Wattpad just removed it at some point, unsure why, I didn't get any email warning or anything about it. I'm extremely sorry to those who liked the story(It's the story aside from my horrible ticcimask story that started my writing on here). I wish I could just repost it, but I didn't have the story backed up and saved to anything. I'll be making sure I have DFTS and my horrible ticcimask stories back up to two different sources now and DFTS is also on qoutev, Tumblr and ao3. I'm sorry to those who liked the story, and I'm sorry i can't repost it and I have no plan to rewrite it. 
          
          Hope everyone is doin well, please remember to stay hydrated and tale care!!
          
          -Luv Lee<3

mellie_L

This is kinda random but your post made me realise that I have to make a backup for my stories so, thank you :)
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Ne0nLightzz

When the hell did i get so old- As of now I'm seventeen.. 
          
          I've been on Watford since like 2017(2019 on this acc) and been writing and posting publicly since then. (Birthday special coming up when I get my new phone? Aka me just actually writing for once this year? We'll see!)

Ne0nLightzz

Currently wondering how tf im supposed to save what haft a chapter of 'Don't Forget The Sun' because my phone that id gotten from my grandma for like my 13th birthday or smt decided to have its death bed  this evening less then a month away from when i got the phone like 4yrs ago. if anyone sees anything posted other then this then ignore it please since it may be the draft for either old stories, old vers of dfts parts or new parts of the story. im just trying to salvange as much as i can on the short span i have left because the phone is dying extreamly quickly and the screen is flashing and going out. And now instead of getting to go to a concert for my birthday i get a new phone that i feel very guilty abt- im just thankful im getting one and that ive had this one for so long. in  the span ive had this Samsung my mom has gone through like three iphones, so the cheaper samsung im getting is just smt im greatful for and will probably get bashed for by my sisters bcz i wouldnt let my mom spend that much on an iphone- feel bad asf tho cuz my moms spending the money tho, even if its for my birthday, which im lucky for. i think if my phone wasnt a big safety thing for me my mom wouldnt get me a new one, but i need it for my health issues if i have to call her and because it eases my paranoia if im ever alone in public bcz i can call and other reasons- welp...im posting this from my laptop. ill be pissed off if my phone notes dont transfer lol

Ne0nLightzz

this message may be offensive
start school today (im still home schooled- even after like 9 yrz give or take.) and to say the least, my dumbass is lost and im procrastinating- 
          
          Also ive been at my sisters place for like a month give or take and miss my dogs and we may or may not be getting a fourth dog- idk ill post a update l8r if anyone cares!:,]
          
          Plz remember to stay hydrated and to take care!!
          
          -Luv lee<33

devilishdoe

@Ne0nLightzz you make sure to stay hydrated and take care of yourself too!!
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FlameDunkingShrimp

That's a lot of stuff going on, I hope it's all going well though!! If you get a fourth dog, what do you think you or your sister will name it? 
            
            Overall, sounds exciting, maybe not with getting lost, but geezers!! :00 
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carlosthecat

*Thumbs up*
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Ne0nLightzz

Ngl I feel ao freaking bad I keep saying ill be more active, start posting more, give updates on how writing is going and start writing again....every time I say I DO mean it, the world just has different plans. Like It's either I end up having to play it safe and not be on electronics because I have my mother as my mother who will take away anything if I screw up once, or we have to help my grandparents or my grandpa is back in the hosp6, or there's drama with my second oldest sister who I low key hate, or some other crap, or im going through damn burn out or just feeling like crap because I'm constantly being emotional support or doing crap and trying to help out best I can while trying to get my own life on track and am falling behind in school again.This time, my oldest sister and her partners 12 year old cat passed away, and after like two weeks of trying to be some form of support for them and my mother while trying to not allow myself to grieve, I finally am at her house to provide some form of company and help out at her place and with her other two cats and be a distraction. They've lost two cats in less then ten months, after they lost their first cat, I was here for around two months, and now? I don't know how to help without seeming like I'm being overbearing- just sitting here gives some form of something to help, but idk. I'm not complaining, I'm just not sure how I can exist in this chaos of life, I mean, it's constant never stopping.

Ne0nLightzz

Idk I used to thrive in the chaos and be able to keep up and be the distraction, but now I'm at a point where I'm just trying ti survive and suddenly, being helping and a distraction and someone ro vent to is to much, I feel drained and like I'm not even myself most the time, just dissociated and isolating myself at every chance I get. I feel bad I can't properly be a good distraction or help like usual, but my energy is almost always a zero. Im always happy to help, but sometimes it's just alot. 
            
            Idfk sry 4 the rant. Plz remember to stay hydrated n to take care of urselves!! Also hope everyone is having  a gr8 summer!!
            
            -Luv Lee<33
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Ne0nLightzz

 
          I would jst like to say I'm transmasc and painted middle finger nail rainbow zebra print. That is not what I actually wanted go say though- what I mean to say is that I lost my freaking draft for the next part of 'Don't Forget The Sun'....like I know damn well I have a short rough draft somewhere....but where did I save it to...annoying as hell man, I better find that crap soon:,]