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Small update luvz<3
Me and my (ex) boyfriend broke up after only a little over a month, it was mostly good terms but a wake up call for me that maybe he wasnt as perfect as i thought when he answered my question with the main attraction that drove him to date me was s3xual and crap and then he was supprised when i said for me it was his personality and not s3xual and i feel like we both missed a ton of red flags. Didnt mean to break up, but we did, hes the one that suggested it probably because i wouldn't. I was uncomfortable with the relationship status and being in a relationship i never meant to get into and didnt want. It negatively impacted me, i got extremely self conscious of my body, how i looked, skin and acne and how i acted and could feel myself drop and go into a bad mindset which i shouldn't of let happen.
Now I have bright red hair and feel kind of free, im no longer uncomfortable and filled with dread. Didn't want to talk about it but its 2:33am and thank you Marcy for saying this is my red-haired punk shit era, ya are great even though you won't see this.
But yeah, might make a come back, id been having this thing with my (ex) partner since about late April as in him flirting until I guess let myself give in and date him which I agreed to while I was sick. But I feel like the summer love was maybe me taking a step back from everything, even if I didnt feel my best in it maybe I can look at it as a reset of who I am. And also while we're still friends, im not a huge fan of that form of Midwest music and if he sees this im sorry.
Please remember to stay hydrated n to take care of yourselves luvs. Please remember that you are loved and worth so much and you're doin great and im proud of you.
-Luv Lee<3
