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Came alive to switch to a halloween theme babes<4

GUESS WHOS FRICKIN LEGAL NOW MFZ? THIS LOSER WHO CANT WRITE FOR THE LIFE OF HIM ANYMORE!:D

Small update luvz<3 
          
          Me and my (ex) boyfriend broke up after only a little over a month, it was mostly good terms but a wake up call for me that maybe he wasnt as perfect as i thought when he answered my question with the main attraction that drove him to date me was s3xual and crap and then he was supprised when i said for me it was his personality and not s3xual and i feel like we both missed a ton of red flags. Didnt mean to break up, but we did, hes the one that suggested it probably because i wouldn't.  I was uncomfortable with the relationship status and being in a relationship i never meant to get into and didnt want. It negatively impacted me, i got extremely self conscious of my body, how i looked, skin and acne and how i acted and could feel myself drop and go into a bad mindset which i shouldn't of let happen.
          
           Now I have bright red hair and feel kind of free, im no longer uncomfortable and filled with dread. Didn't want to talk about it but its 2:33am and thank you Marcy for saying this is my red-haired punk shit era, ya are great even though you won't see this. 
          
          But yeah, might make a come back, id been having this thing with my (ex) partner since about late April as in him flirting until I guess let myself give in and date him which I agreed to while I was sick. But I feel like the summer love was maybe me taking a step back from everything, even if I didnt feel my best in it maybe I can look at it as a reset of who I am. And also while we're still friends, im not a huge fan of that form of Midwest music and if he sees this im sorry.
          
          Please remember to stay hydrated n to take care of yourselves luvs. Please remember that you are loved and worth so much and you're doin great and im proud of you.
          
          -Luv Lee<3 

GOOD NEWS! my slenderverse n creepypasta interests are coming back!! im forcing myself to fixate so maybe ill remember how to write again!:D currently finally making myself watch tribetwleve after putting it off for years but the explained vids by nightmind- also aiming to finally finish EMH- ive read so so much on both for yrs but never got myself to sit down and watch the series alone because that meant i had to pay attention and everyone knows how bad i am at that-
          
          Anyway please remember to stay hydrated, take care of yourself and wish me luck because maybe DFTS will be getting worked on soon? maybe, no promises but ill try. also am considering going back to 'We are young' since its been a few years and ive learned alot and experienced alot more as a trans guy.
          
          - Luv Lee<3

And suddenly...this writer is no longer single but dating a lovely ass guy with a band, music on spotify and a mutual appreciation for furbies....
          
          
          Yall what is happening to me- i ain't bragging bcz I dont wanna test fate but never did I think I'd be saying on my writing platforms that im no longer single but with a genuinely great persom I actually click with. Im scared man. 

I'm sick again just as I was preparing to start writing again- it's just a headcold so j might pull out my laptop after my done crocheting and start on a new draft for DFTS since I sorta lost all my drafts when I broke my phone last month...which totally sucks like oh my god imma cry- 
          
          ALSO UPDATE LUVZ- not making a big deal bit I'm sorta doin a trial relationship, smt semi serious for the first time in I think 4yrs, like wow? 
          
          Anyway please remember to stay hydrated n to take care of yourselves!
          
          -Luv Lee<3

My dumbass broke my phone last night and the screen is totally out and at the moment im screwed because i didnt have anything like photos or anything of the sort backed up to anything and also had the drafts for DFTS in my notes....Im hoping ill be able to somehow recover everything through hdmi to usbc to my tv so i can atleast give permission for my laptop to connect to my phone from my phone- wish my ass luck because otherwise ive gotta start from scratch again and i already lost my story planning notebook and might actually cry-

adhd go newm n my ass is relearning how to write since i dunno how to grammar anymore yall-
          
          Thank yall for all the patience's and support, i appreciate it all so much and seeing comments or even interactions help me realize that my writing maybe isn't total trash and helps motivate me to write and work on my skills and keep up what i love doing but always seem to fall out of despite my love for writing. I'm working to try and better my writing skills so i can finally get stuff out- I'm taking one-shot n hc reqs over on Tumblr for practice if anyone wants to send anything over there!!
          
          Please remember to stay hydrated and to take care of yourselves!!
          
          -Luv Lee<33

Arf Bork arf Bork
          
          I'm alive and off my adhd meds- but I'm writing 

Hey hey luvs!! I'm starting to finally work on the next chapter of DFTS/My creepypasta x ftm/masc! Reader story and I was just curious on how yall prefer it being written? First person POV, Second person POV or Third Person pov or mixing it up in different parts of a chapter or different chapters varying?