Okay, first off. Sorry I havent been updating. I havent had much motivation, but I'm trying to get back into writing.
Second: you know in the first couple chapters in crumbling walls where I made toby fricking obsessed with waffles? Yeah, kinda went overboard and I'm just going to drop that in future chapters.
3rd: PLEASE REFRAIN FROM READING THIS IS YOU ARE EASILY TRIGGERED. I WILL BE TALKING ABOUT SELF HARM.
Okay, so I'm going explain The Self Harm situation in Crumbling Walls.
In the story it is mentioned that toby cut, regardless of his immunity to pain.
It is not because of depression. In the story, he cut because of bloodlust.
When he first arrived at the mansion, he had a lot of leftover violence, but was not allowed to go on missions, as he was not properly trained. He got extremely stressed, and due to his violent nature, he hurt himself to release some of the stress. It was not the violence, it was the sight of bloodshed that helped him. Although, Sally found out, and reported it, and he was stopped. As a way to stop it, he got into whittling, which helped teach him that not all violence it bloody and negative. Although it didnt help completly, and he still had to go on missions regularly, it helped alot and got rid of some of the tension.
I just wanted to explain that, as it's a cliche in creepypasta fanfics that toby cuts because he's sad, rather than having a reason.