stupid nee

I loved her truly . She gotta laughed at my stupidity.. cause i've made some real big mistakes but she make the worse one look harder i should have known it was strange that she believes everything i said

I love everyone i never meant to hurt any single person but mistakes are happen . Please.. forgive me.. i cant live like that i always think that she might do something bad to me.  I know i lied but i never did something hurt her i was her damn friend.. i just hope she forget that year and everything in it and let me live alone just like how i let her live alone.  Please forgive me.

Do you love me?

Wed . Sahar.. and the most .. Zainab or vita . I know i did wrong things and i act like a bitch but.. im just a damn teenage.. just.. forgive me.. and.. forget me.. i hate being hated by someone.. so please.. forgive me

I have many problems resist me to come back.  I did many things wrong and i swear many times i wont do it again.. i cant trust people anymore because i did many damn mistakes.. i hope.. vita . Wed .. sahar or anyone i did something bad to .. just..Forgive me guys .. i swear i'd never  do it again

No one has touched my heart like you.

You are not in front of my eyes but you are all I see .

June 2023 . June 2024 . June 2025 ? 

Everytime i close my eyes
          It taken me back in time
          Im drawn in dreams lately 
          I will see you in my dreams maybe

I was think that im in luv when i was really just in pain