What scares me the most is that, I'll lose you before I got to understand you completely. That one day, you will dissapear and i won't know you as well as I am supposed to. We are supposed to be soul-mates right? If you were to dissapear and I'd swear my life to you forever until we meet in a place far away, atleast until then, i should have been aware of how you'd be, how you'd react, what you would do in certain situations. But I'm afraid i wouldnt know. I'm afraid ill forget how you sound, the way you smile, how your eyes light up, the way you laugh... they say memories make a person. What would I be..without your memories? We never had solid memories that could be recorded in a picture, the way others do. Everyone who loved you would have a piece of you with them, except for me..I'll not even be aware if you left me stranded...it's so scary, id never know. I'd never realise, and when I finally will, it will be so late...it scares me so bad, i don't know you as much as I'd like to know ..unlike you, who knows me like the back of your hand. You never let me in, you think we have time, but you don't know. I dont know. You should not keep me in the dark, but is it really your fault...maybe i never tried hard enough..maybe it is really my fault ..
