OET progress note: The thing about pandemic-era grief that is hard to talk about without getting sentimental is that once you've experienced one loss, you can't help but brace yourself for another loss, especially when death is treated like statistics on the news and so it's like it's normal to anticipate another death. I guess it's called anticipatory fear?
I'm currently trying to figure out how to show Chandresh has that fear without spelling it out too obviously. Kind of like I want to drop hints that he's scared Kiran is next. Or Mahira. And he's also scared of losing Johan and Kenta. So maybe each time he and Johan clash because of some stupid argument about their game/ Project Chloris, he would feel so guilty about clashing. Meanwhile, Kenta would be like "these clashes don't necessarily mean the friendship is over, you know. We've been through worse, remember?"