Dearest ___,
I saw your message, and words enough don't express how much I love you too. I may have been cold to you at first, but you have really warmed my heart again.
___, I know how much you suffered through, and how not much helps you too.
I'm proud of you.
How no one cares about you but you genuinely do for others.
How you make yourself a fool for the other.
How you take the pain your friends should have.
And how much you sacrifice yourself for the ones you care for the most.
Don't have other friends? You have me, who cares about what others think about you? So what if everyone hates you? I'm the one who is real for you too.
You have been the first friend, who had been so real. Even if we are miles apart, even if it's afternoon here and midnight there.
You gave me back the good EMOTION.
I know you are at the edge of the cliff that is the border between life and death.
I cannot stop you from committing suicide. Because I know how it feels to want that freedom too.
But if you're gone, my life would be meaningless too.
You don't believe in anything, right? You wanted to go into oblivion when you die. Well I don't want to. If we die, I want to live in our own universe with you.
