The Multifandom

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I have risen from the dead on wattpad. Time to write fanfiction again

You can’t just make a masterpiece of art and NOT expect me to go into a mood because DANG. That’s way too introspective for me

One of my friends has really bad allergies so his eyes are all red and stuff, and someone reported him for being “high” XD

Guys my best friend is moving away in July    T-T

We can just ignore that last depressive announcement, right?

How am I so alone when I’m surrounded by people I love?

Me, realizing I actually have existential dread about the passage of time, :0
          Also me when my mom shows me how to fix it >:(
          
          (She keeps suggesting that meditation would be super good to help me with this 'fear' I have of time if you can even call it that, and she tells me it can help me with my sleep and my anxiety levels and whatnot, but I really don't care. Meditation + me = NonCompatible, plus I don't want to)

Do I dream about laying in bed forever? Yes.
          Do I want to go home even when I'm sitting at my kitchen table? Yes.
          Do I wish I could just drive around for the rest of my life? Go somewhere I don't get to go often? Yes.
          Am I depressed? Nope. I actually love doing some of my daily activities that include hanging out with people, I just hate the process that's required to GET to those activities, and the loneliness that comes when I'm NOT around my friends

It’s 8:00 and I am not prepared for the day. Much numbness to be experienced today. No dissociating, just tired numbness