NellieLockness
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tommorow is 2020. i still can't believe it. i'm still alive. i'm really still alive. and guess what! I AIN'T DYING YET! YA'LL AIN'T GETTING RID OF ME JUST YET! WOOOOOO! i have achieved so many good things this year! made so many good friends, made myself happy, fell in love, spent time with people, helped people, and lots of other shit that i can't remember! i also was an asshole. and i'm really sorry to anyone who i was an asshole to. i have grudges againest people who usd to bully me when i was like, 6 years old. 6 YEARS OLD. i have decided, that in the new year, i will have fresh start. not "i'm gonna start wearing makeup and get a beach bod!" fresh start. "i'm gonna be myself!" fresh start. wipe my mind of any opinions i have of people, good or bad, and start fresh. i mean, our new years resolutions are often, "i'm gonna go to the gym! and get really fit and only eat healthy!" NO. why can't our new years resolutions be, "i'm gonna find myself and be who i want to be, not who i'm 'supposed' to be"? cuz really, are we actually gonna go to the gym and eat healthy? why do we say we're gonna do something that we can actually do? CUZ THATS WHAT I'M GONNA DO!! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! WOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!
NellieLockness
@retro_gay thats sorta what they mean whenever people say "i'm gonna have a beach bod"
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