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I found a gacha channel in YouTube that does Giyuu angst and I can’t even! The storytelling is so good and the angst is so sad! I literally watched like a 10 second video a moment ago and burst into tears. I usually don’t get this emotional when watching or reading angst, but this person genuinely makes videos that make me cry. 
          
          Here’s the link to the video I just watched that made me cry. 
          
          https://youtu.be/GaFXqVOWquI?si=G6inKy__YZ3xtcb0
          
          Also in their playlists there is the Wake From The Dream Au that is really good and I actually couldn’t stop crying while watching the videos. 
          
          If you like Giyuu and you like angst, I recommend this channel. They don’t have a lot of videos yet but there’s probably more to come. It’s also not all angst, there are some more fun/happy videos. 

Okay. This is for part 2 of Welcome To Divinus Magia: 
          
          1: Inmo joins the garden(ya’ll probably know by now that I love Inmo)
          
          2: Inmo does not join the garden. 
          
          I genuinely don’t know what I should do because on one hand I love Inmo, but on the other hand I’m not sure if it would fit in with the story so far. I will say there are scenes with him and Lucas in the next part, so it’s not like Inmo being whisked away to The Garden would come out of nowhere. 

I changed my mind a little bit with Jakey’s story in the god swap Au. I took out a scene in a previous chapter that I decided I did not like. I also decided to give my poor baby a break. He was stabbed physically enough in canon, he doesn’t need a whole lot of mental stabbing too. 

I wanted to try and extend part two of Welcome To The Garden to be almost as long as the first part, but at this point I’m just going to write and see so many words it will end up being. So part 2 may be much shorter than part 1. Part 1 has over 11k words. Though that’s also counting my before and after notes so. 

I need to stop watching scary videos at night. I’m a scaredy-cat. It’s just worsening my anxiety. 

One of my Demi-god Oc’s or I guess Demi-Titan, is the son of Selene. His name is Luna. The son of Selene is named after Selene’s Roman counterpart. Also his Luna because he was originally a girl but then I decided that he would be a boy but he still keeps the name. I have another moon based character named Juna. Literally one letter off. 

The urge to go onto someone’s profile that has interacted with my stories(not commenting, just voting or adding it to a list), and just saying ‘I see you :)’ is hard to resist. Like, I really want to do it, but then I’m like no, if I do that, it would be really creepy. 

Realizing that I don’t plan the majority of my writings and just go with the flow based on one idea. Sometimes the idea builds a lot of the world, other times the idea is ‘this character is blind or something’ and I just write everything else around that idea. Planing is not my strong suit. I think this is why the S6 project and my original story will be more challenging because they will require more planning than I’m used to doing. I don’t even outline my essay’s. I’m like anti planning. 

Teens vaping always seemed strange to me. Like, I was and still am terrified of vaping, smoking, drugs, sex, alcohol, etc. I mean, underage drinking and smoking is literally illegal, drugs with the exception of perception drugs are illegal, underage sex, not really sure how that works if both parties are underage but an adult doing it with a minor is definitely illegal. I guess I’m just amazed that people can have the balls to so casually do something that not only is breaking the law, but negatively affecting their health. I get the general reasons why people do it, but when I think about it, if you’re in a bad place, wouldn’t doing these things just make your life worse? Maybe not sex so much, but the rest. I don’t know, maybe it’s just something that in the moment, you don’t really think about the consequences. It’s kind of like when you put off an assignment to have fun in the moment, but then your future self has to deal with the consequences of not doing the assignment. 

I have my notes for the next chapter of the God Swap Au. May or may not get to writing it today. I have tests to study for and tests to take and all. And my time I get home I’ll probably be too tired to stay up and work on anything.