NeonCat666

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I guess that if you vent feelings someone is just going to say that they have it worse than you and that you should feel sympathy for them. These are my feelings basically: Ever since I was young I wore a mask, this mask had a smile on it. After years of heartbreaks and loneliness, the mask can only take so much and it finally breaks. Everyone looks at you weirdly, treats you weirdly, and even down right avoids you. JUST BECAUSE I COUDNT HELP KEEPING THAT MASK TOGETHER. I'm losing my friends. I'm pretty sure they're just hanging out with me out a sympathy because I don't see them much. I TELL SOMEONE AND THEY SAY THAT THEY JUST NEED SPACE. DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH THAT HURTS ME INSIDE. WHEN YOUR FUCKING COUNSELLOR TELLS YOU THAT YOU SHOULD LEAVE YOUR ONLY FRIENDS ALONE FOR A LONG PERIOD OF TIME. IT FEELS LIKE I'M TOO FUCKING CLINGY AND THAT I SHOULD JUST DIE! It's just not fair. That everyone I know has someone to talk to. I have no one. I won't be writing for at least a month or more just because I just want to die. So, I guess goodbye my people and peace out!

HeraBrine

@NeonCat666 I know EXACTLY how you feel Neon, I'm going through something very similar
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NeonCat666

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I guess that if you vent feelings someone is just going to say that they have it worse than you and that you should feel sympathy for them. These are my feelings basically: Ever since I was young I wore a mask, this mask had a smile on it. After years of heartbreaks and loneliness, the mask can only take so much and it finally breaks. Everyone looks at you weirdly, treats you weirdly, and even down right avoids you. JUST BECAUSE I COUDNT HELP KEEPING THAT MASK TOGETHER. I'm losing my friends. I'm pretty sure they're just hanging out with me out a sympathy because I don't see them much. I TELL SOMEONE AND THEY SAY THAT THEY JUST NEED SPACE. DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH THAT HURTS ME INSIDE. WHEN YOUR FUCKING COUNSELLOR TELLS YOU THAT YOU SHOULD LEAVE YOUR ONLY FRIENDS ALONE FOR A LONG PERIOD OF TIME. IT FEELS LIKE I'M TOO FUCKING CLINGY AND THAT I SHOULD JUST DIE! It's just not fair. That everyone I know has someone to talk to. I have no one. I won't be writing for at least a month or more just because I just want to die. So, I guess goodbye my people and peace out!

HeraBrine

@NeonCat666 I know EXACTLY how you feel Neon, I'm going through something very similar
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NeonCat666

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I fucking done with this website. I'm not writing anymore but I will still be reading some stories. Next time try and fucking respect me. I am still a fucking human.

sam-the-minecrafter

@NeonCat666 I respect everyone, no need judge, if you are you are kinding hurting your  on kind, not you neon cat.
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