Neonvirizion

Thank god for Botox 

I thought I had downloaded this app to publish my written stories and to read shit but apparently I actually downloaded it to watch ad after ad after ad of the most mind-numbingly boring and simpleton games for the ever-expanding vortex that is the App Store. 

I feel so so alone constantly, just so sick of living as a recluse, with no friends, a complete train wreck of a family, I can't remember the last time someone even asked me if I was okay, it has to have been YEARS at this point, I'm terrified to leave the house (and then when you throw in a physical disability on top of that which means I often have difficulty breathing makes things even harder) I'm so so hideously ugly, I loathe my reflection in the mirror, nobody cares, I only have my plushies, my earphones and cringy fanfics for company. I just want this life to end. I just need it to end. Writing helps, but I am only screaming into a void. Get me out of here, someone. 

I just got Botox and can hardly move my face 

I have a  tumblr called @justmanic03