box of nerds

lost the streak yesterday 
          was going to try again today but couldn't find a Schroedriver 
          

When your remembering Trumma and your amazing partner helps you cheer up.
          Partners I guess 
          
          I really love ze (Callie ) 
          abd I think idia too 
          
          - toga 

Bro I find it a little funny how when I front, I have the whole ah watchers club watching me to make sure I don't do anything.
          
          like " may I use a knife to butter my toast?" 
          yes jet you can.
          "oh good you see the toast too I might have imagined it"
          
          core TOT 
          - jet 

"No longer known as just you and me
          
          Two separate lives now in unity
          
          Stuck here together but
          
          Will this always be just an arrangement?
          
          Can we become more
          
          Than half of a union we're chosen for?
          
          Where I am your best half
          
          And I am yours
          
          Stuck here forever
          
          And hopefully not ending in estrangement
          
          It's the step of faith
          
          We have to take sometimes (if I'm with you, I can take it)
          
          But if we are one
          
          What happens to you and I? (If I'm with you, I will make it)
          
          Will this always be just an arrangement
          
          We'll find out in time if we don't break it
          
          Can mine become yours
          
          Combining our dreams
          
          Without keeping score?
          
          Always together, but never bored
          
          No choice in the matter but
          
          This will never work without each other
          
          Can we become we? (Can we become we?)
          
          Start a new line on this family tree
          
          Two hearts connected by one beat
          
          Your hand in mine and
          
          I could never choose to love another
          
          Maybe one day I can learn to love you, too"
          -jann 

UR PFP IS SO TUFF!!
          (i forgot to mention it earlier mb)

Hi

The pagans are having a festival,
          
          its actually pretty dang cute 
          
          (Its a little and a factive, celebrating a Nordic holiday)
          
          And Jann and a few others are celebrating loks birthday 
          - ? 

HAPPY LORD LOKI DAY!!
          BLESSED BE!!!
          
          - Emily 

Ever just wounded what it would be like if x,y,z and A never happened?
          
          Like. 
          what if we were a normal child?
          or what if our parents never did those things?
          
          what if those adults never did those things?
          what if others stuck up for us then?
          
          
          what if ??
          would we have survived?
          What would have happened?
          
          - toga 

The feeling when you front with a Trumma holder and you get to remember the shit...
          
          Because what do you mean we were exploited and groomed??
          Like I thought the worse of it was Plant and spider, and the adults when we were little. 
          
          But what do you mean it was worse then I could have imagined??
          
          But ofc our parents 
           " Remember when I told you not to be around plant? hmm so mama was right huh? " - mom about us telling her Plant sa'd us too.
          
          I don't know what to do with this knowledge, do I cry? Do I get mad? what do I do? 
          And of course it's a little who gets the memories of the grooming and exploitation..
          
          I don't want to ask our littles little what happened anymore, because what if it's worse ? 
          I don't want to make it known by any other system mattes. 
          
          
          - Toga