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Watching Demon Slayer move 
          	
          	
          	Hope no one dies :)

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@Nerds_system Dang it started to cry a lot 
          	  everything just makes it so much worse 
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Ages: 
          
          harmonide: 15 
          
          momon: 4-8 perma aged 
          ( mentally and physically dose not age up each year) 
          
          Akie: 17-18 
          
          Amo: physically 15 but mentally 6-10 
          perma regression 
          
          ania: 6-8 
          
          
          Ashley: 16-17 
          
          
          bee: 12-16
          mainly stuck at lower end unless front 
          
          bella: 16-18 
          
          BW: 21 in headspace but 19-17 when front 
          
          button: changes with who they front with/ageless 
          
          callista: 18-19 
          
          sister Mary Clarence: 24 
          
          Emily: 7-10
          perma aged (dose not age mentally or physically) 
          
          fin: 19 
          
          togie: 8-12 in headspace 12-13 when front 
          
          toga: 18 
          
          jet: 19 
          
          hya: 21/31 around there 
          
          jann: 19-20
          
          lily lovebraids: 20 ish 
          
          lily: 8-13 
          We believe might be perma aged 
          
          melodine: 6-10 
          
          Misfortune: 19 
          
          motchi: 12-13 ish 
          
          neon : 18 ish 
          
          that's all I have energy for - insecta (ageless) 
          
          

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uhh so uh a few life updates 
          
          Hi!! 
          We are turning 16 in 7 days and will be having a party. 
          We are going into junior year with all 7 in classes (we are very excited)
          
          
          We finally got diagnosed with POTs and are in PT now. 
          we have gained and lots a lot of alters, makie has merged along with a few others to form a few new people. Still no main host as of now and we have been mostly okay with that due to our past one being very controlling.
          
          so far for in sys relationships who are comfy being posted are: 
          
          Ashley+ Loki are dating the bodies bf 
          
          Lily love braids is with BW
          
          shadow and insecta are with Alex 
          
          Emily and melodine 
          (yes they are littles but we allow our littles to date because Emily is a perma age and will not get older and melodine seems to be the same way. We let them explore there sexualitys and gender identitys as long as they are safe)
          
          toga and Callista are together still and have adopted togie() and Amo ()
          
          Fin and neon are engaged and adopted melodine and harmonide and ragitha () 
          
          
          that's all I can remember right now 
          And for ages I can't think of them off the top of my head.
          
          I don't know who I truly am right now. 
          we have been a lot more blurry as of late which is both upsetting and a moment to still continue researching everything.
          
          Oh and we got a binder ! 
          our trans aunt supports us a lot and used our preferred proununs.
          
          which right now are : They/fae/ask 
          
          because we have been feeling less masculine as of late . 
          
          but that's really it 
          
          
          
          
          
          

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@Nerds_system 
            lost ones: 
            - Ao Bing 
            - E B 
            - JA 
            - Makie 
            - Alo 
            - mimic 
            - Adamai 
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" I can't move the mountainsI can't make the flowers bloomI can't take another night up in my roomWaiting on a miracleI can't heal what's brokenCan't control the morning rain or a hurricaneCan't keep down the unspoken invisible painAlways waiting on a miracle, a miracle" 
          
          
          I've been feeling a lot like merebel today and these lerycs just resabated with me