Hey guys. Its been a long time, and it has been rough to say the least. The past few months has been... sigh. My boyfriend came to visit and that was nice and also a whirlwind considering Im back living with my mother. She not only purposely tried pissing him off, which didnt work.. but also did other things that upset me. Then after he left I was in a 2 month long manic episode, which led to meds being increased. Which then led to heavy side affects to the point I couldnt leave my bed barely and I had pregnancy scare. (Mind you Im in america and my bf is in denmark) Then I had a concusion from passing out and hitting my head, and then we have had one of our precious baby doggos, my moms great dane suffer and pass over the rainbow bridge unfourtunately. As well as someone who is like a mother to me trying to also cross over this past week, its been hhh. Needless to say I completely forgot about wattpad for a while. Im so sorry. I will try updating before I take off to denmark again next month. Please forgive me for my lack of updates. Im just trying to survive every curve ball thrown at me. Im 27 taking care of my mother. I dont really have a father. Im the one paying for everything, and its stressful to have no one to lean on besides your partner who is accross the ocean. Its really tiring but thanks to my brother who I can lean on for advice and everything I need to hear Im okay. I'm really looking forward to being in Denmark with my partner the next few months. Again, Please forgive me for the lack of updates. .u.
