I think this is going to sound stupid or something but anyway...
Did everyone heard what is happening in Brazil? It's horrible and I'm scared.
I don't know if you are scared too but today, I almost start crying. I had tears in my eyes but they didn't fall and I feel ashame of it because
I'm a person who doesn't do much for the climate change and know Im regeting it.
In my country there are a lot of manifestation about it. Not like Greta but there are some. My best friend goes and everything but I don't even when he says that I should. That I should care.
At first, I always laughed at him but then I started reading about the topic and everything. Get information, news and things. And I regret not listening to my friend.
One of the reasons why I didn't go to the manifestation is because I'm too shy and I feel uncomfortable around a lot of people. I don't know how to help. And my family doesn't take the matter seriously so I'm lost.
The stupid part that I said at the beginning is not what you have read before is what I'm going to say now.
I love anime and I'm watching Dr. Stone. There's this character that, I'm simple words, wants to kill the elder people because they don't care about the world and are bad people.
I know that not all elders are bad like he said but when I read about it I always found something correct in what he said but I only see younger people trying their best to make the world better, to have a good future. A good life for their kids.
I want kids too, I want to have a family but I'm only 17 and i don't want my kids to live in a planet like how we are now. I want them happy, to see a beautiful day. To feel free and everything. I don't want them to feel like I feel right now. Scared, worry, stress. Or be too shy to give their opinion like me.
I'm so sorry about this post but I needed to let this out.