May

Hey May, you might want to fix my username in your bio. Love ya stupid!!

OKAY I'M OUTSIDE QT WITH MY DOG IN THE CAR WAITING FOR MY MOM AND LA DEVOTEE CAME ON WHILE I WAS BROWSING THE MUSIC AND I WAS LIKE HOLY SHIT AND STARTED BLASTING IT BECAUSE I HAD NO IDEA WE GOT A CHANNEL WITH PANIC! 

I'd like to take a moment to appreciate my mom. She's really the best mom I could have ever asked for. She doesn't invade my privacy, she knocks and actually waits for me to say come in when she enters my room, she doesn't take my phone and go through it, and she's not always asking me about who I like. She's super chill and let's me curse around her, she thinks of it as just words and is fine with it, she let's me watch whatever I want, and let's me listen to whatever music I like. What's really funny is that while a few moms don't want their children listening to rock music because they think it's the devil's music or whatever, my mom actually used to be really punk and emo and whenever any sort of old hardcore rock music comes on she fucking blasts it and it's hilarious. Plus, about teen pregnancy, I have already decided I'm waiting until I'm married to have sex, not anything religious, that's just what I want to do. My mom had me pretty young though, and she has told me multiple times that if I ever did somehow get pregnant as a teenager that she would completely accept me and help me with it. Not to mention the fact that she openly supported the LGBTQ+ community ever since she herself was a kid and has told my brother and I many times that she'll accept us no matter what. Plus, my mom somehow managed to take of my brother, my father, my grandfather, me, and herself on a waitress salary for 8 years! That's amazing. Because of all this I tell her a lot of things because I feel like she's not just my mom, but that she's actually my friend. This is the reason I always talk to her about really personal things, and the reason that I told her the day I started wondering about my sexuality. I don't understand super over protective and pushy parents. If you just let your kid do what they want they won't rebel against you and will tell you all the things you are pushing them to tell you already. This is super random to just say at 10:00 AM, but she's really amazing.

So, hurricane Harvey is a thing now. That came out of no where. I'm not in it, of course, I live in Arizona, but it is thunderstorming pretty bad right now and I'm 70% sure that it's because of hurricane Harvey being a little dick. It never rains here in Arizona and monsoon season ended a month ago so. Also, I'm terrified of thunder so I'm huddled in my closet with my cat and my dog, a bunch of blankets, ear buds, a lantern, snacks (cosmic brownies, chips, cookies), and a 2 liter bottle of Coke. I'm such a chicken

Does anyone else ever just NEED to write something? I just suddenly got a weird feeling in my stomach and I was like "I have to write." I don't even want to write something related to my story! I just want to write SOMETHING 

GUYS WHO GOT THE TWEET

IMPORTANT:
          So I may not be able to update The Enemy this week because of something that happened. Long story short we'll be staying at a hotel without wifi for a little bit

So... I'm pretty sure someone is using my gmail account? I have like 3 of them and I don't use the one that I think is being used by someone else very often, but it's really inconvenient. I use the gmail account for things I don't want notifications from and the play store. I tried to get something from the play store the other day and my phone was like "You aren't signed in!" But when I tried to sign in the password I had for years was wrong. Seriously. I didn't think about it too much, I thought maybe something just got messed up so I changed my password. Then I tried to get something from the play store today and it said I wasn't  signed in and that my new password that I set yesterday was wrong. So... Ya. Anyone know what I can do???

So I just published my entry into mom's writing contest. https://www.wattpad.com/story/117892672

It's 3:35 AM and I'm still awake because I am now traumatized. If any of you have never read the backpack fic, don't. It will mess you up. You can't handle it, no matter what you say. It's not intense smut, no, it's much worse than that. Please, for the love of god, don't read it.