NethnethPenalber

Cause were not talking anymore..

NethnethPenalber

THOUGHT #1
          I never counted days when I'm with you because I believe we won't need it. I just thought it. But I regret I didn't do, and now I'm counting days without you. 10 months & 21 days and counting. every days with that I thought I'm okey and I'm happy. Nothing more, nothing less but everytime I close my eyes I see you clearly in my vision. But who I'm kidding with, you will never ever be in my side no matter what I would do. Because you chose to be away and leave me hanging and drowning with the feelings I have with you. Sucks that its only the love I have for you that drowns me and there's nothing comes from you :(. Hate that I still write this, but I can't help it to just keep it to myself. 
          
          I am thinking all about you, yet you don't give a single damn glance at me
          I still care, yet you're not.
          My feelings are still, yet you learn to let go.
          
          I love you, you pass it away,
          I need you, you didn't care,
          I want you, you ignored,
          
          I'm waiting but your running away.

NethnethPenalber

i never intend to be like this towards love. i just want a normal and happy relationship with you but turns out it can't be that way--and we couldn't be . love has its own way of telling you don't deserve some one or he's not the one for you. it'll let you experience the so-called "love" 'til it burst out everything  until then reality heat you hard right at the very centre of your face. some says its the best feeling,the best of all the best. but everything has its own price in this world. :)