Neuro-Divided

you know the angst fic is gonna be good when you get triggered just plotting it (maybe I shouldn't be imposing my trauma onto fictional characters)

BOOO! BOOO SEX DRIVE BOOOO! KNOCK IT OFF! EWW!!!

Seasonal depression is a bitch because my life is fine, I just don't really see the point? Like I'm not going to do anything about it I'm just so tired. Tired of not doing anything and being anxious all the time.  
          I am going through comment withdrawls on ao3 because I haven't posted any oneshots in a little while. I need kudos. I'm addicted.

I know what I want now. Rubeus Hagrid.

i don't know what I want anymore

its been three years, 49 weeks, and some unspecificied amount of days since my attempt. Nothing special about that but I've just been thinking about it. I think it might have been november 12 but I'll never truly know.

put some works on my ao3 as anonymous and I feel so free. Who cares if my friends see my ao3 now. I am free like a bird. A quail with no fear of being shot down.

Somebody remind me to never make an animatic again, its been hours and I'm only a third of the way done

I don't feel shame too often but I just realized that I've been writing 18+ content since age 13. WHO LET A SOCIALLY STUNTED 13 YO HAVE A PRIVATE NOTES APP! EWW

the smut writing process is 5% writing and 95% staring off into space contemplating how you've degraded yourself to a smut writer.