NeverDeadOfficial

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Peepee Poopoo
          	Dick and Balls
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	I'm not back, I just felt like popping in to check on y'all.
          	Still @CalysisOfficial, hit me with a follow y'all
          	I know I'm losing followers on here given y'all finally realised this place dead as fuck, but y'know.

Official-Charaverse

@-trickyyy 
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          	  He's trying to tell you to follow the account he repiled with :)
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NeverDeadOfficial

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Peepee Poopoo
          Dick and Balls
          
          
          
          
          
          
          I'm not back, I just felt like popping in to check on y'all.
          Still @CalysisOfficial, hit me with a follow y'all
          I know I'm losing followers on here given y'all finally realised this place dead as fuck, but y'know.

Official-Charaverse

@-trickyyy 
            In no uncertain terms
            He's trying to tell you to follow the account he repiled with :)
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NeverDeadOfficial

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Happy New Fuckin' Year Y'all
          Enough of the fake-joy 'n' all, you know why I'm posting this.
          This is my Goodbye Post. If you actually care about me, y'would've seen my post about my departure from this account. That departure is... Well, now.
          On the New Year aswell, how cruel I am, I know.
          This doesn't mean I'm gone entirely, I'm still on Discord, and this IS just a do-over. I'm not leaving completely, nor am I telling you where my new account is. You'll find me if you find me, if you don't then... well, I'm sure you won't remember me anyway, I'm not that big of a personality on here, to my detriment half the time, but hey, better than staying here. Half of y'all ain't even reading this so I better fuck off to my little island.
          I might follow some of you.
          To be nice.
          To the rest of you, I'll see you in our Inevitable Nuclear Hell.
          Happy New Year, don't die.

Inquisitor2

@NeverDeadOfficial 
            
            May some God bless you upon the journey you will partake in. I will miss and cherish the moments we had.
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ShinGodzilla20

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            Hope you have a happy new years as best as you can!
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NeverDeadOfficial

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... Can I tell y'all something?
          I've been ill for the past week. From the 24th to now, I've been stuck with a cough that's gone from REALLY bad to mild annoyance on a dime. I've essentially been isolated from everything because of it, which means Christmas and Boxing Day were a bust, aswell as not being able to spend what little time I could've with my sister (a rarity nowadays since she's off with a job in Nottingham). I've had nobody to truly confide in except for my also ill dad really, though not much since, obviously, he's also been ill. My mother has also fallen ill and is looking PREEEEETTY bad since, because of her preexisting physical conditions, this has just added another handicap ontop of her and it means she's been sleeping even more than usually. It's really been stressing me out, among other things.
          Now, why am I telling any of you this? Well...
          
          I've been reevaluating my real 'place' in terms of things here due to all of this 'free time', for a lack of a better term, along with some relationships, some more problematic than others, and, I just...
          I don't want to be like this. I don't like this. I don't WANT this. I hate everything this account and what I've done here has stood for. The only thing here I don't hate is SMTTS, as its the only one I haven't had the time to grow spiteful towards. I just... I'm tired of this fucking dead account full of wasted fucking potential and broken promises. I don't want to be here, and, since it's the end of what I can charitably call the most absolutely Dog-Shit year of my Adolescent Life so far, I've just decided that... Fuck it.
          Fuck it all. I can't do it.
          
          I'm leaving. I'm leaving this account.
          Permanently? Maybe, idfk, probably, not like I'll see any more success anywhere else on here.
          Point is, I'm starting over because this place is depressing and I hate it here
          Happy New Year, fuck your life, bing bong, kill me.

imcrazyha

hope we can still “talk” on discord
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imcrazyha

@NeverDeadOfficial its all good. i get that feeling. so much you could have done but didnt. i understand. well i hope next time things go better, happy new years.
            
                  -Imcrazyha
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NeverDeadOfficial

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Okay so, Update
          I no longer feel like I'm dying
          Bad News is that I am still feeling disoriented as fuck, though atleast it doesn't feel like I'm gonna pass out anymore.
          
          Also, there's a cup of sugar downstairs and I swear to god, the urge to just keep pinching sugar out and eating it was strong within me
          Thankfully, I have restraint

NeverDeadOfficial

Okay so like, I didn't mention this yesterday, but I've been horrifically ill, it is not fun. I love me some really bad cough and being up until 5 or so am because I literally cannot sleep, proceeding to sleep incredibly uncomfortably for 5 and a half hours occasionally broken up by me waking up briefly
          I'm a BIT better now, but I'm still shitty. 

_r4ym0nd_

@NeverDeadOfficial 
            I don't even celebrate it lmao
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NeverDeadOfficial

@_r4ym0nd_
            Well, I'll say this
            Christmas is gonna suck this year
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_r4ym0nd_

@NeverDeadOfficial aw, hope you feel better soon
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