@NeverEatSoggyWaffle
holy shit-
i haven't been here in so long-
if you're cool with listening to the 1975 and cuddling with me until i fall asleep, then let's date
Cause I had the best of the worst sides
And I had these lungs
And I had too many flash fires
That I just let them burn
Till my chest is on fire
And my head just won't die
I guess I'm lying cause I wanna
I guess I'm lying cause I don't
Cause I just feel so tired
Like it's move or slowly die
You ain't you when you're like this
This ain't you and you know it
But ain't that just the point?
You don't know
How to let go
Who said this must be all or nothing?
But I'm still caught below
And I'll never let you know
No I can't tell you nothing
Cause I'm a fucking mess sometimes
But still I could always be
Whatever you wanted
But not what you needed
Especially when you been needing me
Cause I'm a fucking mess sometimes
And I'll say what I don't mean
Just cause I wanted
Or maybe I need it
Swear lying's the only rush I need
Cause all I needed was some words to say
That all these feelings don't mean shit to me
Cause it's all just chemicals anyway
Anyway
And I got way too many routes to take
To make this all just go away
And find another heart to break
So heartless with the words I say
Just saying what I'm supposed to say
Cause I had nothing for you
I can't love when I can't even love myself
Things I would rather be thoughts at the back of my head, but I'm addicted to hurting
And I got these lungs
And I spent too many late nights
Just Thinking a hole in the earth
Till the sky is on fire
And my head still won't die
I guess I'm lying cause I want to
I guess I'm lying cause I don't
Cause I just feel so tired
Like I need something to come alive
She said you ain't you when you're like this
This ain't you what you done?
And I said that's the point
You don't know how to let go
Who said this must be all or nothing?
But I'm still caught below
And I'll never let you know
No I can't tell you nothing
*hits the folks on message board* :)
Never seen someone make pink so pretty
Play make up and dresses litter the floor
Her smile's chasing her cheeks to her eyebrows
We'll laugh until our tummies get sore
Only five years old and she's so nervous
Daddy blows out candles and he sweats
Too young to understand this birthday
Will be the best gift Daddy ever gets
She said her body held a monster
And she needs help trying to fight it
And she knew that when he crossed her
That it was wrong but she could right it
And she took my hand
And I said, please put up your fists
Put on a smile, and blow them a kiss
'Cause darling you're nothing but brave
And I know that you can be saved
We're gonna chase down the monster
We're gonna chase down the monster
Glitter painted toenails and she stands tall
Says Momma, Santa's coming soon
Momma laughs and chokes her tears back
Says baby girl he's coming just for you
Only five years old and she's so precious
Sings to every song on the radio
Too young to understand that this one
Was written just for Ruby 'cause I know
She said her body held a monster
And she needs help trying to fight it
And she knew that when he crossed her
That it was wrong but she could right it
And she took my hand
So darling don't you give up
Go and put your chin up
Show 'em that your strong enough when it gets rough
To last a second round
Darling please put up your fists
Put on a smile and blow them a kiss
'Cause darling you're nothing but brave
And I know that you can be saved
Put up your fists
Put on a smile and blow them a kiss
'Cause Ruby, you're nothing but brave
Oh, and I know that you can be saved
We're gonna chase down the monster
Yeah we can chase down the monster
We're gonna chase down the monster
Yeah we can chase down the monster
We're gonna chase down the monster
We met on a Wednesday
In the summer, it was blazing
You looked at my black jeans, said are you crazy?
I guess I might have laughed
And after that you stuck to me like glue
But you had a girl at home and too many tattoos
I was in a rough patch, real depressed
You took my hand and said the sun it rises in the east but I came from the west
My heart it skipped and that was that
I should have known don’t trust a poet
Cause they can’t do the math
I’m always in the wrong place at the wrong time
Headed on a bad trip with the wrong high
I don’t really know why
But you felt right to me
I hadn’t had a good thing in a long time
Moving in the fast lane with the wrong guy
I don’t really know why
But you felt right to me
We met on a Friday
In the winter, it was freezing
Felt a bit like history repeating
We’d been on a break but then decided we could try to spend the night like friends and roam the city
Knowing what that meant
So we were back & I was pouring poison
Texting you reports from everywhere I went
And you’d write back I miss you even more
And it was torture for me
I should have known don’t trust a poet
Cause they prefer to bleed
I’m always in the wrong place at the wrong time
Headed on a bad trip with the wrong high
I don’t really know why
But you felt right to me
I hadn’t had a good thing in a long time
Moving in the fast lane with the wrong guy
I don’t really know why
But you felt right to me
Wrote this on a Sunday after months out on the road
Wonder if you have regrets and which direction those thoughts go
Like was it worth it in the end?
Sometimes it feels like you just used me for my mind & innocence
And now I heard you had a kid, finished a book & got a wife
Things been good to you since that last goodbye
But I just have to say my piece
You should have known don’t trust a poet
Cause we know how to speak
Heyo thanks for voting on my book!!
hireath
So excuse us while we sing to the sky
sEnD mE aLL tHe mEaNsPo
please I need meanspo
send me pictures of bonespo and thinspo,
or call me a fat whore or whatever
I just need some help.
I scroll through tumblr constantly trying to find some, but I've seen most of it all.
I need your help. please.