FrostIce

Unless if they want to try and finally talk without anymore of their Trolls and Manipulation to make us break and crack, good luck ever trying to talk to me OR jelly! Because whatever you try and do, you’re only doing nothing but ONLY waste your time, but you guys are becoming MONSTERS yourselves!

Me and her literally did what they wanted us to do, admit our wrongs and sins, and yet they treat us like the scum of the earth just like demonvampire and Demi, and getting to the point where it’s causing my partner to now suicidal even more.
          
          Y’all think I’m even Joking, but if you were in MY view, you would understand what it’s like to see people who can’t even let things go! Even after we said we’re sorry! And admitted everyone the truth! 
          
          I’m being dead straight forward to say that they’re nothing but HYPOCRITES! Bullying and Trolling us to the bitter end until one of us cracks and ends it just because they want us to suffer! Break! Feel like we’re NOTHING when we’re all human! We all fuck up! Even badly! Sure! But that doesn’t deny or change the fact that we ARE ALL HUMAN! Not everyone is perfect! I’m sure people can even agree with me as I say that! I am willing to be friends with them again, but not like how they ARE right now! We may had fucked up, but at least we’re willing to admit what we had done was wrong and move on from this by improving and redeeming ourselves, what THEY are trying to do is cause a SUICIDE!

My girlfriend is going through suddenly so much right now..missing those we’ve done wrong to and wanting to be accepted back in with open arms…until it crashed her hard when she woke up…she just had a mental breakdown at school too…I was at least thankful she got to the restroom but…it’s taking a tone on her and I’m scared of her…
          
          And truth to be told…I’m wishing I can connect back with them just as much as her..as I never thought I would say this but..recently it’s been….affecting me…
          
          I want to help her with my soul to help her be happy…even if it’s getting dire at least to her with my help..and I’m scared of her condition getting worse and worse…! But in the other hand I want to while improving my ways,  I want to reconnect with those in the proper way I haven’t done before…
          
          
          What should I do..? 

Nothing else I can say can truly else say of how much deeply sorry I am to all of you, the ones who had to put up with me and my naive mindset. I just hope you all take the time to read through this and understand. With that…have a nice day..

And 2. The Rp Character - I had made a character in a roleplay named “Elizo” who was basically Elizabeth from Fnaf. She was in a robotic body asset shaped of Bot with a yellow and pink flower on her head, and was more of a robotic ribbon then a butterfly. She was infact an adult from when I made her, but her story was related to a different character from a Videogame franchise. I made this character as an Original Character (OC) that would take part in some major parts in the Rp. Still being the young daughter of the afton family. However, during those times, the Rp had sexual acts in them, and of course…Elizo was in one of them. Off the bat, it was problematic viewingly. Due to Elizo being summarized to be “brought back to life when she died with her age still intact of the soul.” And that raised major eye brows to widen when others had mentioned how FUCKED this happened to be. When me and Jam realized the issue, we rewrote her character and origins, removing any further more complications. However, it didn’t faded away the scarring trauma I’ve caused with this character to the community. Similarly to reason 1, I had stuff distracting me from even realizing this flawed disgusting mistake. And it only took its bad moments to realize the Mistake. We are now making sure that characters won’t do such acts until they are older age. (+18 or older) and had been improving from that mistake, I apologize deeply once again to those that were scarred and traumatized by my Original Created Character.

1. The Frans Situation - I had addressed my regrets of having the Frans reading list up, and never had the opportunity to delete it. So I might aswell start from scratch. I’ve shipped Frans mainly because of the comic dubs people had made for them, the ones where they aged frisk up and were more commonly a female. I basically enjoyed the ship for quite a while, however not the side where the game HEAVILY implied for Frisk to be a “child.” I was naive to even consider that this ship was hella problematic no matter what kind of direction you imagined it to be, and since that realization, I’ve been shipping it less and less. I can hear the saying already. “If that was the case, why didn’t you had the time to delete that list? It was simple touches of buttons.” Firstly, I simply forgot of that reading list. It’s going to sound stupid at first but you’ll understand why I forgot that I even made that reading list there and never had the opportunity to delete it. Secondly, there was my relationship with Jam, which has been a constant daily thing spending time together basically. Next, I had my life occupied with stuff of reality. Airens, cutting grass, gaming, and of course, School. I can admit that at any specific point, I could’ve deleted that reading list. However, it brings me to reasons 4, 5 & 6. The Drama that had been going on, to comfort jam and keep her happy, and the stuff I’ve explained in reason 2 were taken my attention and was occupied with it way more over something that took a few buttons, and it would’ve been gone by now. And reason 7, it was due to me never saving my old profile’s password and i was locked out of it. So it resulted me into making a second Wattpad account as much as I didn’t want to. I wish I can go back and delete that list soon, but it didn’t changed of how weirdly naive I was as a minor to now an adult for 2 months. For that, I apologize sincerely for my ways I’ve shipped Frans.

This has been aching me for a so long period of time by now, and thus…it comes me to finally put my denial aside and confess, to admit my wrongs feel free to not forgive me or follow me anymore after this, or even talk to me after what I’m about to say, but just note that I’m doing my best to improve and not be that type of person anymore. As a learning experience.
          

Makes me really regret having even a Frans section on my old account cause during all of this ongoing drama and trying to comfort my partner, and attempting to change and not let the past consume my mind. I never had proper time to use this app to delete that list to even begin with, as the Frans ship has gotten to my liking less and less as other ships had been catching my full attention as of late.
          Like I how it is, a mistake I can’t exactly undo now as now I’m locked with this account instead. And it’s remaining there until something happens to it on there. And people are using it as a claim that I’m problematic.
          At this rate, I’m just viewing this as them making an attempt to do ANYTHING to take me out.
          And they’re over here even wasting their own time when we’re not even around and bothering them anymore.
          In that logic, they’re not even any better as they think they are. Talk about “leave us alone” my ass.

All imma say is, don’t believe the ones accusing me of stuff that happened to be years ago and how I’ve became better then before. It’s honestly a drama that has been gone for far too long and I’d say that this shouldn’t be worth y’all’s time. At least anymore.

Is this what y’all are trying to do..? Make me and jelly insane to the point where it’ll drive us apart…?