NewSheldxnut

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While i got many, many regrets of back then of my life…and my online status happened to be. I learnt alot from it. You never have your feelings to yourself and only have communication to the ones you trust most, and don’t talk shit of people behind their back…instead you should be better at communication and take accountability of your actions. And not fuck up anymore for the future up ahead. After a bit of thinking and reflecting on this thought, Thats exactly what I’ll do while i process everything. 
          	People may never forgive me for what i’ve done at all, and happened to be lacking on info and become a liar or not..but Thats honestly okay. It closes a chapter of my life at last, and Now It begins a new one for me.
          	
          	
          	Take care.

NewSheldxnut

In the process, I’ll seek help for myself of Myself to not be who people proceed me as in their eyes.
          	  
          	  I wish i can apologize to them all for what I did and how i made them think of me to be by how i acted and treated on them..but they made their point clear already.
          	  As for the people who did chose to forgive me, Thank you for sticking with me and helping me improve. I wouldn’t be in the right mindset if it weren’t for all of your support. This is me signing off now, take care.
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NewSheldxnut

this message may be offensive 
While i got many, many regrets of back then of my life…and my online status happened to be. I learnt alot from it. You never have your feelings to yourself and only have communication to the ones you trust most, and don’t talk shit of people behind their back…instead you should be better at communication and take accountability of your actions. And not fuck up anymore for the future up ahead. After a bit of thinking and reflecting on this thought, Thats exactly what I’ll do while i process everything. 
          People may never forgive me for what i’ve done at all, and happened to be lacking on info and become a liar or not..but Thats honestly okay. It closes a chapter of my life at last, and Now It begins a new one for me.
          
          
          Take care.

NewSheldxnut

In the process, I’ll seek help for myself of Myself to not be who people proceed me as in their eyes.
            
            I wish i can apologize to them all for what I did and how i made them think of me to be by how i acted and treated on them..but they made their point clear already.
            As for the people who did chose to forgive me, Thank you for sticking with me and helping me improve. I wouldn’t be in the right mindset if it weren’t for all of your support. This is me signing off now, take care.
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NewSheldxnut

I’m this close to disconnecting the final resemblance i got left from the community…

NewSheldxnut

I’d rather not talk about it but…intentionally or not, they tore me up in a bad way
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ST4RYI3IZC00L

Wait what community?
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NewSheldxnut

Its been…an entire trainwreck between me and her…throughout these weeks..me trying to help..! Me trying to snap her out of it..! Comfort her!!- and it all happened by a Miscommunication of stress thats caused THIS and to where we are now!
          
          
          Me and her are at our worst unlike anytime before…and i don’t know what to do…!

NewSheldxnut

I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!
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NewSheldxnut

And the fact that too…I got cutten off despite Me willing to help…only to not even had a talk with and gotten cutten off simply because i was her partner…im lost in how to even help jam anymore..! Like Physically and Emotionally!
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NewSheldxnut

I might aswell be the first to notify about this but its all back to normal. Well- most things anyway. We’re back together too after sometime of recovery and talking things out.
          And frankly, despite the past being a haunting time for us, im just glad we’re able to pretty much get along and fond of each other again quite quickly ,:>