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HI I'M BACK FROM THE GRAVE AND UHHHHHHHHHH I'M UNPUBLISHING SOME OTHER STUFF THAT I DON'T WANT HERE ANYMORE SO SORRY

Sorry I'm not so active here. Just. Idk. Never feel like uploading here.

Some of my stuff has been unpublished. I thank you all who supported those works since the start. I'm very glad to have seen the positivity and joy they gave others. And I apologize again for getting rid of them <3

Hey, everyone. Ummmm. I might just possibly go and not delete, but unpublish all my Random Transformers  Stories stuff. It's just...eugh. I'll probably do the same for some other old works of mine because I either don't feel proud of them anymore or just don't want around anymore. I hope that's understandable. I won't do it now I just need to like. Still debate on it all. 
          
          So very sorry to the people that had or have enjoyed them.

Can't wait to watch Transformers One when it comes out. I'm gonna be so ill

Hey folks. I'm alive btw. I'm also seeing a guy now. (We're going slow tho)

But I crumble completely when you cry
          It seems like once again you've had to greet me with goodbye
          I'm always just about to go and spoil the surprise
          Take my hands off of your eyes too soon
          I'm going back to 505
          If it's a seven hour flight or a forty-five minute drive
          In my imagination, you're waitin' lyin' on your side
          With your hands between your thighs and a smile

Guess who got into Brave Police J-Decker again. 
          
          Me TwT

Anyways. Life update. My girlfriend broke up with me. But not even in the best way possible. This girl said we needed a break. Just a break. She said that she didn't know if she was in love with me anymore, but she had a rough month. Maybe it's just that ya know? Sometimes it happens. But...but nothing. And she just never seemed like she wanted to really interact with me so much as before. And she seemed not wanting to be my girlfriend anymore. May rolls around and not much of anything. At this point I've cried so much I can barely stand it. I've hurt myself. I've cried. Yet I had hope. So much of it that maybe she'd love me again. And she acted so nice to me at times. She acted like nothing happened. She still acts like nothing happened. We haven't even come out as not dating to a lot of people yet. Only a few people know. I feel so shitty. And I just blame myself for the stupid shit I'm going through. I feel like I wasn't a good enough partner for her to lose interest so fast. Maybe that's why she enjoys our friend's company more. Because I was so boring. I feel so fucking pissed. 
          
          She said that she loved me, just not as a partner. It's like I went on with this break for nothing. Why couldn't she just break up with me normally? Instead of this stupid fucking break. God. I really hate her. But I still find myself loving her so much I cry because all I wanted was to just be with her. I feel so dumb

FORGOT TO SAY IT HERE, BUT HAPPY PRIDE MONTH!!!! :D