Niacurr

I felt like updating anybody who may care that I’m working on a new project that’s actually looking really promising. I tend to start something and keep at it for a little while and then my attention will fizzle out and I’ll move onto something different, but with this I’m actually making some progress. It’s made me notice that I need to change my mindset, as for a while now I’ve been really scared to just sit down and write, and anytime I have I’ve just been really judgmental of myself, and I never think anything is good enough. But that really isn’t for me to decide, which is what I’ve realized. It’s up to whoever has chosen to read it. 
          
          I’ve been getting so much inspiration lately, and a genre I’ve always wanted to write in, but just never had any ideas that I though we’re good enough for, is the post apocalyptic genre. I know, it’s probably my niche, and mine alone, but I’ve always been so interested by it, and then I thought ‘well hey, what if one guy just trying to survive met another guy trying to survive and they decide to survive together and fall in love?’ 
          
          So yeah, be prepared (or not, I’m that unreliable)

Posted something in my notebook instead of bookin that therapy appointment because I started making passive income by charging my demons rent. 

I hate that I actually want to meet societal norms even though they’re the bane of my existence 
          

Happy Valentines y’all!!! Guess who got all the roses and chocolates they could ever want?? Me!! Omg I know! I’m so good to myself no man would ever go to those lengths I swear

New year means new me so I decided to finally switch up my theme for the first time ever WHAT that’s crazy 

Can’t believe it’s 2024. Like seriously nothing even feels real anymore. I think I need medical help I’m having such genuine trouble comprehending this. Anyways, happy new year I guess. Hope you are all extra gay and girly pop this year! 

Is it psychotic to think it’ll be easy to right five separate POVs, all of fully developed main characters? I mean they’re siblings, so it can’t be that hard, right? Ok well maybe it’s not. Because how am I supposed to make each one unique? They’ve all gotta be different or else the story is just going to be a whole lot of bland with a side of bland and extra bland. 

Just watched Saltburn…yeah. In conclusion; Barry Keoghan smash, Jacob Elordi smash, and Rosamund Pike triple smash. Thank you, that is all.

Merry Christmas to those who celebrate!! 

I have this really cool idea for a story and I honestly am so excited to write it, but that’s just it isn’t it. I literally have no clue even how I’m going to write it. I’ve tried a couple times already and have had to just scrap everything because honestly nothing feels right. Maybe it’s because I haven’t really written in a while? I’ve been taking a break, which I’ve kinda needed, but I want to come back. I dream of putting out weekly updates like I used to. Where did that motivation ever go anyway? I honestly don’t know when I lost it, but I’m hoping I can eventually get it back. Anyways, don’t expect anything, but I’m actually so serious when I say I want to make this thing in my head a reality. I’m just not exactly sure how yet. Does that even make any sense? Idk maybe my calling in life is just to ramble aimlessly. 
          
          Toodles