Hey
Thankyou for making my year a better one, on days when I was really struggling, you helped me through it without even knowing you did, so thankyou <3 ilysm
Wow its been a while since ive been on here. I think it was October 9th last time so its been some time.
I want to apologize to everyone ive meet on here because i feel like a shittyy friend. I havent been here recently and for the past month its like i do t even care. I know that sounds horrible but its been pretty rough idk why though because my life has been pretty plain lately nothing new nothing good nothing bad just blah
I haven’t been reading on here ive been obsessed with school who knew taking college classes could be this hard.
Also i know i got a lot of crap wrong with me in the head and i want to be tested for things but my mom says they aren’t important so idk whg but it’s almost as if ive been fixating on them. It sucks but its all i can think about.
And i have these two friends i knew for just about a year we all live 7hrs from each other and yea its a short little road tfip but we haven’t been talking everyday and i dont want to be clingy but with out them I would go crazy lets face it i am going crazy.
Anygays im not sure really why i wrote this all out but sorry for everything and for not being here you deserve better. I just feel stuck and trapped right now and i dont know why
I love you guys and you can just ignore all of this
@Nialls_Sunflower I missed you I'm so sorry this is happening it sucks I feel you it feels like your just reliving the same day over again you dont want drama but you're sick of the same thing I would talk to your friends. Just be like hey i dont wanna make you feel like I'm being clingy but i really enjoy talking to you and i feel like we haven't spoken in a while and we might be drifting apart a bit. Also I stole the anygays thing from you without even realizing it lol love you and hope you have an amazing day