stinkiegod

hey there, i know you’ve been on hiatus for quite some time but i still dream of you finishing And You and I. i promise i have reread this story so many times and every time i read it it’s just so hard to put back down. i hope you’re doing well and look forward to hearing from you!

_Villanelle

Hey man, I was thinking about the story just now and you don’t usually take breaks this long. I hope you are okay and everything is going good for you! Your story is amazing, hopefully you haven’t given up on it and simply took a much deserved vacation from writing. Anyways, hope to hear from you and to know you’re okay!
          

Niaxi42

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@_Villanelle 
            
            Hey, thanks for getting in touch and for your concern. I'm not dead, lol. However, my wife and I decided to buy a new house in mid-April and so life went from very busy in late April to super busy come late May. Then everything went to complete shit in July and life became a nightmare. As a result, I've either been too busy or haven't been in the mental state to sit and write for months. I think I managed to write ~7K words of the next chapter before all that happened, but I've not looked at it since late-April.
            
            Things are a bit better now and my wife and I have managed to move house, but the whole affair is still not sorted, so the shit could hit the fan again in a couple of months time. 
            
            I meant to post something to tell people that And You And I was on hiatus until my personal life was sorted, but I never got around to it, so my apologies for that. I really do need to post that message. The story is not dead, as I do plan to continue it once things settle down and I'm in the right headspace to start writing again. But I can't give a timeframe for when that is going to be yet, as I just don't know.
            
            Again, my thanks for your concern and all the support you have given me.
            
            Warmest regards 
            Niaxi
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Niaxi42

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@TogaSimp1023 
          
          Hey, thanks for the feedback. 
          
          Yes, Velvet whip is upsetting and it is supposed to be. While it deptics a very dark non-consensual BDSM scene, which will arouse some people, I did not write it to be a porn-fic and I especially did not want it to be one where Kim suddenly loves what is happening to her. I wanted it to be hard hitting and show her being systematically broken by Captain Brooks. And as you said, it alludes to a scenario where things could go south in And You And I, albeit one where Captain Brooks is horrible BDSM shit to some of the inmates. 
          What I will say, just for you touched on it, is that please, please, do not just expect And You And I to have a happy ending. I am not in the habit of just handing out happy endings to my main characters, just because they are the protagonists. In fact, my last couple (from my last story) did not get a happy ending in the slightest. If characters want a happy ending out of me, they've got to work damn hard and earn it. 
          
          Hmm, Kim and Shego having hate sex... interesting. Given that they don't hate each other, I can't see it being hate sex, but I could see a scenario whereby they are angry with each other and one of their fights devolves into sex. 
          
          I do have an idea for the sequel to Velvet whip, whereby Brooks forces either Kim or Shego to fuck the other, possibly with a strap-on that is too big to fit them and so will cause the bottom a lot of pain. And also one where Brooks restrains Kim to a fucking machine and then makes her watch as she brings Shego in and proceeds to fuck her. 

JustinBridge

Hope all is well you an awesome writer can wait for updates on you and i can wait to see if mo and kim fix there friendship can’t wait for kim and her mom and dad convo and if kim will find lisa and say sorry in person i am ready for all that and more 

Niaxi42

@TogaSimp1023 
            
            Lol, let's just say that Brooks gets her twisted mind from her creator. However, the more interesting question is: what happened in her life to make her the person that she is? Obviously the cannon version of the character would not do what she does in Kiss of the velvet whip, but that does not mean that she does not have the urge to inflict such pain upon someone. 
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TotallynotBen42

@Niaxi42 and i wpn't expect anything, i'll everything in your hands.
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TotallynotBen42

@Niaxi42 the hate-sex thing was just a random thing that came in my mind. And oh my god I can already imagine it. Brooks really has a twisted mind doesn't she. 
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fxckourdreams

Hi!! I just wanted to know how you are, it's been a while and I hope you're okay <3

Niaxi42

@fxckourdreams 
            Yeah, my 'prog-rock' writing style is not for everyone. I have given Kim and Shego free reign to act, react and do what they want, so even I don't know what is going to happen most of the time. I have a rough plan for where I think the story is going to go, but if either gal's actions clash with it, it's the plan that gets altered, not their actions. Lol, Kim still caused the biggest upset; way back in season one, when she reacted so strongly against the idea that she was gay. I then had to have a chat with her and find out why and that is what ultimately shaped the rest of the season. 
            
            Lol, I do love including a lot of detail, don't I. If I find something in the show that I feel needs an explanation, I just have to come up with one. And I loved creating Shego's backstory (more of that to come this season and next) and fleshing out Kims's. 
            
            Thanks again for your kind words, they have genuinely helped give me that extra little boost that I've needed to finish the season. Yeah, you read that correctly, the first draft of all the chapters is now complete. So, hopefully, I'll be able to roll out the first of 4 updates in the next couple of weeks. It should then, hopefully, be one update per week until the season is done. So, I hope you are looking forward to it.
            
            Warmest regards
            Niaxi
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fxckourdreams

@ Niaxi42  I think people are used to everything going so fast in stories, and being "And you and I" such a well-detailed story, you really thought about every detail and the development of every thing, every thing has its process, and that's what they don't appreciate, from my point of view, it's one of the best stories I've read so far.  I really love it, And I appreciate every word of it.
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Niaxi42

@fxckourdreams 
            Thank you so much for your kind words, it means a lot whenever someone says something that nice about one of my works. 
            By and large, And You And I has actually been so easy for me to write, hence why I managed to write such a ridiculous amount in just over a year. However, I hit serious burnout after I finished But if you try sometimes... and while I did write a couple of chapters after that, the sudden decline in engagement from my readers, especially over on ao3, after that chapter really killed my motivation. I'd put everything I had into that chapter; felt like I had finally given everyone the major step forward in Kim and Shego's relationship that they'd been waiting all season for and barely anyone seemed to care. However, while it was difficult to take, I've managed to get over that and I'm really enjoying myself again and can't wait to finish the season and share it with you guys. 
            
            Again, thanks for your interest and your kind words and I hope to see you soon for the next update.
            
            Warmest regards
            Niaxi
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ElizabethCampbell099

Oh, also, I just wanted to let you know that this past month has been very hard on me, I’m going through a lot and this story is a small light in my life and you truly are making people’s day, especially mine.

Niaxi42

@ElizabethCampbell099 We have a lot of nice scenery here in Scotland, but not the weather to go with it, lol. I live in a city called Dundee; on the east coast and according to the data, we're supposed to be the sunniest city in the country. So, I'd hate to see what the others are like on a daily basis, lol. 
            
            Personally, I always write to please myself and just kinda hope other people like it when they read it. However, I always hate when someone stops reading my work with no explanation as to why. It makes me feel like I've done something wrong in a recent update and I cant stop it denting my confidence a little. The same goes if I get a negative comment. Although at least in that case I typically know what someone dislikes and why. 
            
            If you can see past the pairing, you should hopefully enjoy the love we share. Like And You And I, it is another love story where a romantic relationship between the characters is difficult to form and maintain. Assuming Kim and Shego actually get there, lol. 
            
            Ensnared is a completely different animal altogether. While I label it a crime/thriller, it is very different from your standard crime trope of 'detective has to solve a case (usually a murder)'. However, please do lower your expectations when it comes to the writing style when you start reading it, as objectively, it is nowhere near as good as And You and I. It was only the second story that I ever wrote and the first draft was  a steaming pile of garbage; put lightly. In the end, it went through six drafts before I decided I couldn't improve it anymore and self-published it. Since then, my writing style had improved by the time I came to write The Love We Share and then again when I started writing And You And I. However, if you do like the first section, don't hesitate to get in touch and I'll send you an eBook of the whole thing.
            
            Finally, be warned that I pull zero punches in either work, so expect to see graphic descriptions of violent scenes and full on sex scenes.
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ElizabethCampbell099

Oh wow! It’s been a long dream of mine to visit Scotland! I’m from the states. And I 100% agree that it is addicting. I strive to please people and acceptance is my drug of choice. Knowing that I’m doing a good job is like heroine. I will have to check out those other stories! I do love crime stories so I think Ensnared will be right up my alley. Can’t wait for your next updates!
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Niaxi42

@ElizabethCampbell099 
            
            If you are interested, I do have two other novel-length stories that are not here on Wattpad. The first, titled The Love We Share, is another romance story between two characters from Digimon Adventure 01. Although while you don't really need to know anything about Digimon to enjoy it, the paring is an unconventional one that will put a lot of people off, especially if you missed the subtle hints concerning the relationship between the two characters in the original show. The second; Ensnared, is my first novel, a new-adult crime thriller about a group of high school teens in Chicago and two members of a sex trafficking cartel. As Ensared was written first, it is not as well written as The Love We Share, which in turn is not as well written as And You And I. 
            
            If you are interested, you can find all of The Love We Share and the first part of Ensnared on Archive of our own (link to my profile below). If you do decide to read the latter and want to read the rest, just drop me an email (my email address is on my Archive profile) and I'll send you an eBook of it. If not, then no sweat, you can just look forward to the next update of And You And I. 
            
            https://archiveofourown.org/users/Niaxi/pseuds/Niaxi
            
            Thank you once again for your kind words and I hope things get better for you soon.
            
            Warmest regards
            I.N. Foggarty
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ElizabethCampbell099

Hi, I just want to tell you how much I really do adore your story. It really is a work of art. You have talent, idk how old you are but you really have talent. I used to write Romanogers fanfiction. And I do miss it greatly. I was never as good as you are with a long term story and many things were flawed in my writing back then. I was much better at one shots and consider those to be my strength. Though I am not very much into Marvel as I used to be, it still holds a dear place in my heart. I’m also very sad that for 3 years now I have been unable to get into my old account to respond to people who comment on my works. I’m sorry for rambling About myself. I just needed to tell you that no matter what, don’t stop writing. And only do it for yourself because when it becomes about other people, it’s no longer a passion, it’s a chore. Granted, you may enjoy this chore but sooner or later it will become more tiring. I truly do adore this story and I adore you as well. Please know that as crazy as I seem....well that’s just it I’m as crazy as I seem. Anyways, thank you so much for all the lovely writings and the passion that I truly see in your work. I hope you love writing it as much as I do reading it. 
          Best regards, 
          Elizabeth