Isnt it cruel that only because he cant make up his mind and be a man to straighten things up. He will fuck up everything that you worked hard for to earn, yourself respect, confidence and even your self worth. So don't rely on someone who can even decide what to do those people will only drag you down and kill you innocently.
What was really painful? That you lose yourself by loving someone else and eventually you became too numb to even feel the pain it cost. You just knew that inside a silent room your heart breaks into pieces and you cant do anything but watch it.
Always keep in-mind its always about the chase with guys. The more you let them know your into them the more they will take you for granted. As challenging as it is they will certainly put effort but the real ones will go beyond just putting efforts they will show the world how proud they are to have you.
- Memories of Roses
Maybe I'm just numb and I always had that air saying "leave me alone and fuck off" vibe because its been almost 4 years and Im still rocking single eversince.
Cheers to that.