Nikki <3

Update to those who still read. Me and my partner are no longer together. For what felt like the best 2 years if my life, I learned later on to me filled with deceit and manipulation. He never truly cared for me after a while and from the day I learned that, I never felt the same. Since we broke up he’s called me a slut and a whore and said someone sexually assaulted me just so he would be out of the limelight. All in all, pretty shit. I left school recently, but now I have nothing to do. I don’t turn 16 until the end of summer so I cant get a job, everyone I know is busy and I no longer feel I have a purpose or use to anyone. The one person that I felt truly needed me ended up being the one person that never needed me at all. Thank you for listening.

Just an update on my life, I’ve got lots going on and I’m feeling pretty proud of myself so I thought I’d share my achievements with you guys :) 
          
          Cast as Cinderella in my school pantomime 
          Got into a scholar program (only 5 people accepted in our year group)
          Achieved grade 3 violin
          Achieved grade 5 ballet
          Started doing GCSE’s and option subjects
          Reached 115K on my story!
          
          I want to thank you all for being here through my journey of finding myself again and I love you all so much, thank you for being here <3

HEYYYYYY! ITS MY BIRTHDAYYYYYYYY!!! Finally 14! Wooooooooo! Spent the day with @mememan_4u and had a blast, so thank you for that my love <3
          
          I hope everyone has had an awesome summer holidays and are getting ready for back to school in a couple weeks becasuse its sadly going by so so fast ;-; Either way I love you all and I hope you always stay the amazing people you are <3
          

Hello everybody
          
          This is a sad post. This isn’t the happy me. 
          
          As it widely know, technoblade has sadly passed away. He meant a lot to me and probably everybody who has read or are reading my stories, so I just want to say
          
          Technoblade never dies
          
          Alexander may be gone, but technoblade will be with us forever. 
          
          Thank you everybody, I hope you are all coping with this devastating news well. I’m here for anybody, remember that. I love you all <3

Hey Hey, I have a question. Do you have a Ao3 account. I prefer to read it on that! If you don't no worries. I'll just read your stories on wattpad. :)

Hello everyone! 
          
          After a long and difficult decision, I have decided to discontinue my Sleepyboi’s inc au. My whole purpose of writing was to create things that made me happy, however it became more of a chore, more of a job than it did a hobby I did for fun. I apologise to everyone who wanted me to create new chapters, however my decision is final. 
          
          I love you all and thank you for being here through all of my decisions. Never stop being the amazing people that you all are <3

Hello everyone!
          
          Been a while, I know, I do apologise. Life has been a lot of ups and downs but so far it’s going at a steady pace and I’m happy with it. I’m in a relationship and honestly the happiest I’ve ever been, literally ever it’s insane. Just incredible. In fact, you might know them, as I’ve mentioned them multiple times. @Mememan4U. I might not update my story anymore, debating whether I should continue it or drop it, I’m not sure. You guys can decide. Or, if you’d like I can upload more poetry.
          
          I love you all so so much and thank you for sticking with me throughout this time even though I’ve been an absolute wreck these last few months. I’m happier than ever right now and I’m happy and safe.
          
          You’re all incredible and never stop being amazing, I love you <3

Hey guys! 
          
          So, I’m kind of at a confusing point in life. It’s to the point in school where every decision I make is going to effect my whole life and it is stressing me out like hell. 
          
          If someone gives me ideas for stories or maybe even poetry, then I could maybe possibly return. However, my schedule is jam packed. 
          
          This isn’t me announcing I’m returning, this is just a little update so ya’ll don’t get too worried. If you do have any ideas then feel free to comment or message me about them on Wattpad or Instagram, I’m usually free to talk. 
          
          I love you all so so much and I hope you never stop being the amazing people you are <3

I’m not returning just yet, but I do want to say to you all…
          
          HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!
          
          I love you all so so so very very much, never stop being the amazing people you are. LOVE YOU <3 
          
          *hug*

Hey guys! I know I have updated in a while, and I probably won’t for a little while as well.
          
          For personal reasons I am deciding to take a little mental health break. I have honestly just not been too good and I just need to take a break to take my mind off of everything.
          
          I apologise greatly and thank you for being so understanding <3