NicktheTommo2

Okay, I don't mean to sound needy or be an attention seeker but I would kinda like to vent so please don't judge.
          	So I started dance late (13) so I'm fairly new and I don't have many friends. I have two which we will call A and B. I was at a parade and my dance school was in it and I texted B before I left and she was like "I won't be there bc I'm sick and my anxiety is bad." So she wasn't there (I don't think she truly likes me either (I just kinda follow people who talk to me once) and she only talks to me when A is around) and me and A had been texting when I got there, I sent pictures for land marks for her to find us and offered to find her and bring her to the float but she ignored me and I seen (bonus character!) L bringing A to the float (apparently they had been texting and that's why A was so slow texting me and ignoring me)  but I was fine bc I thought I finally had someone to talk to (I had been standing by myself until this moment bc all the comp kids are besties and I'm not a comp kid and I'm awkward) but A went to the comp kids (which is fair bc she's a comp kid) so I was kind of sad and acted like I was texting a friend while fighting back tears and (adult bonus character!) K was taking a picture and the only person who called me in to join was someone I hardly talked to but I was only in two out of 20+ pictures. The entire night I was fighting back tears and was trying to act excited even though they all had a cute dance routine that I wasn't in bc I wasn't in the group chat that got sent the tutorial from the teacher. I'm sorry if I sound whiny but it really hurt me.

NicktheTommo2

Okay, I don't mean to sound needy or be an attention seeker but I would kinda like to vent so please don't judge.
          So I started dance late (13) so I'm fairly new and I don't have many friends. I have two which we will call A and B. I was at a parade and my dance school was in it and I texted B before I left and she was like "I won't be there bc I'm sick and my anxiety is bad." So she wasn't there (I don't think she truly likes me either (I just kinda follow people who talk to me once) and she only talks to me when A is around) and me and A had been texting when I got there, I sent pictures for land marks for her to find us and offered to find her and bring her to the float but she ignored me and I seen (bonus character!) L bringing A to the float (apparently they had been texting and that's why A was so slow texting me and ignoring me)  but I was fine bc I thought I finally had someone to talk to (I had been standing by myself until this moment bc all the comp kids are besties and I'm not a comp kid and I'm awkward) but A went to the comp kids (which is fair bc she's a comp kid) so I was kind of sad and acted like I was texting a friend while fighting back tears and (adult bonus character!) K was taking a picture and the only person who called me in to join was someone I hardly talked to but I was only in two out of 20+ pictures. The entire night I was fighting back tears and was trying to act excited even though they all had a cute dance routine that I wasn't in bc I wasn't in the group chat that got sent the tutorial from the teacher. I'm sorry if I sound whiny but it really hurt me.

NicktheTommo2

I think I just threw my hip out by sneezing

NicktheTommo2

@psycotic_bish I'm fine. It still kinda hurts but I see the chiro in a bit istg I have the worst luck
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psycotic_bish

@NicktheTommo2 dang that's something. hope your okay!
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NicktheTommo2

@psycotic_bish Yeah I sneezed so hard that my hip popped and woke my sister
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NicktheTommo2

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AH! I just seen Annie Get Your Gun at a local theater and instead of Tommy being a boy they were nb and I was so excited over the little queer shit going on
          (Also some little girl was picking her nose with one finger in each nostril and then ate it)

NicktheTommo2

Uh... just realized I never even finished the first chapter to "Just Friends" so I got explaining to do. Alright. So, I'm not allowed to get insta but I decided to get it anyway. Long story short my cousin found it and ratted me out so they took away my tablet (the only thing I can write on) so I can't update it. I'm trying to get them out of the house without turning off the wifi so I can update so cross y'alls fingers

NicktheTommo2

Yeah. But it was so funny how she thought I was a hoe when I can hardly start a convo with a normal person. Like, how could I talk to those fine-ass men and not faint???
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psycotic_bish

@NicktheTommo2 okay but that last sentence is so relatable, but yeah that sucks :(
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NicktheTommo2

Auditions are next week and I'm literally panicking

psycotic_bish

@NicktheTommo2 honestly, i’ve previously been given the cast mother title, so there’s a lot of questions i’ve received from people lmao
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