someone

It hurts to miss someone you cant have back. I would do anything to just have an actual conversation with them that maybe would make things up. I know i fucked it up but after all this years i still miss them and i cant get them out of my head. I am going insane. I need help. They probably stopped thinking about me and now i feel like a fool that cant move on and cant keep things in the past. I hate my mind. I hate myself. I just want them back thats all i ask...

i would so love if you read this! 
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/140608780?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details&wp_uname=ladytyler

hey there you! open to any fic ideas? im not so sure if you’ve read any of my older ones but i think you’d enjoy them! let me know!

I'm alive

i miss you! i hope and pray you’re doing okay!

I found am old interview where Tyler was asked something like how you dealt your dark times and he answered this question so wisely. He said that our generation deals with a lot of depression and a lot of s*ic*de and that those two topics are centered around  the idea of purpose. Whats the purpose or whats the point of anything, and that sometimes it can cause us to lose our faith in ourselves. So he thought how he can create a purpose for himself that will help him carry on. So what he found out was that through art you can create a beginning of purpose ,not the whole purpose because its a big thing, but a begging of it. So when he was at his "dark hours", as he likes to call it,  he thought if you have something that you've created and you are the only person that knows and can explain the meaning behind it, this might be the thing that will help you to get through those moments. For example he gave the song kitchen sink. No one really knows the meaning behind this song but him. And if he told us what this song means to him, then it kinda loses the meaning of purpose. Sorry for yapping but i really wanted to share this

I admire people that can create something valuable weither its writing, singing, dancing or anything else.

I am so tired of everything and everyone.

Thank you guys for all the love and support that you show me!  I really appreciate yall! Love you so much!!!!

Hi guys! Sorry i am not that active... My mental health is getting worse and its been difficult weeks... I have a question for you though, my therapist gave me some pills called serotonin and i don't really know what they do. Can someone please explain to me what they do and if they have side effects?