Onyx 'Axel' Smith

@NightFury_94 Oh my god :( I am sorry to ask this but how did she like pass away? Meh :( Bless ya.. Me and my grandad was quiet close too we always loved to make each other laugh and everytime I see him I looked after him and he looked after me D: I made a youtube video tribute for him actually =[ It is gonna be hard to get through this but tbh I don't think anybody ever does get through it completely when someone your close to passes away. 
          
          It's okay I don't mind I understand :]
          
          Meh, alteast I did a speech at his funeral (the funeral was wednesday) so it felt like I said goodbye properly so it did make things a little better. I just can't believe he's gone. Everytime I go down my nans house it's not gonna be the same =[ *hugs tight* I think we both needed that hug, you mostly you seemed like you was really close to your sister
          
          I do if you have facebook feel free too add me www.facebook.com/bethierawr
          and if not then hopefully http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.471584422583.249153.703192583      <<<<<<<<<< that link will work and there's a few photos on there thats the start of them
          
          I was addicted to it before but I've been so busy I haven't had time to be addicted to it D:
          
          and hmmm true x x

@bethierawrr hey sorry it took so long for me to reply, but my little sister died 3 weeks ago :'( I still can't believe she's gone, she was only 7 and was the cutest thing in the world. :'( :'( I loved her with all my heart, and all people keep saying is 'you'll be okay, and she's forever in my heart', but my heart isn't going to fill the Rosella-shaped void in my life. We did everything together, and it's so hard to go anywhere without her. I miss her, with everything I have. D': D':
          
          sorry for troubling you with this, but I needed to tell you why I hadn't been on for a while. 
          
          Oh My God! I'm sorry about your Grandad, but I'm not going to give you the 'you'll get through it' crap, because thats all it is. Crap. I am sorry about it though, and I know life gets harder especiallly when you're close.
          
          (costumes) awesome, you got pictures? I'd love to see them, you know, to try and make myself happy, with your help of course. 
          
          and wattpad is addicting, very addicting.
          
          and who cares, there are worse things in life than stealing 
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@NightFury_94 Yeah I get that a lot but that is what makes me, me XD
          
          well good I am glad my videos make you laugh :)
          my grandad died on sunday :( and it's just all bleh cause I was really close to him
          
          I am dressing up as a bumblebee
          Jess is dressing up as a fairy
          and Tee is dressing up as Lara Croft
          
          aha yeah I suppose not, Wattpad has got really addictive for me lately XD
          
          Stealing is bad :O :O :O x x

@bethierawrr hahaha :) you're weird but a good weird
          
          and yes! I just love your videos, they never fail to make me laugh :)
          and what stuff? if you need t talk i'm here for you, just send me a message on here, and i'll be on.
          
          cool! what are you all dressing up as? i can't wait to see it
          
          i'm good, been revising like mad! probably not the best idea to create an account on here while theres exams going on is there? haha
          lol
          
          Forever Your Loyal Writer (stolen off EverBloom95)
          NightFury_94
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@NightFury_94 that made me laugh just cause idk it did XD
          
          I will be making a video soon this or next week not sure stuff has happened on sunday so bleh.
          
          and I am not sure when girltub3 will be making a video
          maybe friday? just because we're all going to school dressed up in costumes :)
          
           I am doing good :) How are you?
          hmmm what have I been up too well...
          Exams..
          Revising for exams..
          Exams D:
          yeah just basically exam stuff.
          
          What have you been up too? :)

@bethierawrr @Seventh_Sanctum @EverBloom95 HI GUYS!! :D :D :D :D
          
          Sorry for all the exclaimations it's just that I really love you guys! You're amazing!! +screams like little fangirl+
          Another apology (meh, i hate apologizing but because your you guys, I'll apologize with pride) sorry for the long wait until I replied, my internet went down :O i cried like a baby! (i'm not kidding)
          
          okay now we got all the boring apologises out of the way:
          
          How you doing? What have you been up to, and when are you making a new video. I would subscribe to you, but my YouTube isn't letting me log in :O
          I'm gonna follow you guys in a second...as soon as i finish this message :D
          
          Okay, so I'm gonna stop rambling and get on to following you guys :D
          
          Love you guys
          NightFury_94
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          +screams and runs around like little fangirl screaming: I GOT A MESSAGE FROM GIRLTUB3 coz i can+

Hey I just want to say thank you very much for putting me in your about you box it has really made my day
          
          and I will never stop making videos I promise :)
          
          thank you very much you have made my day <3 x x