⭐️Midnight⭐️

sometimes i get so tired of everything that goes on in my life. To my mental and physical health. i am just so tired. I was in the mist of writing a poetry and hopefully to publish. But I cannot get a break from this life. I do everything in my power and it never feels like its never enough. I question what past life i committed such sins, that i am punished for. Truly, i ask why I can not just have peace. How can i keep holding this life that i don't have around me. it truly is such a question i will never get answers for. terribly how disappointing.

wow, hi. Never thought id make away back here. last time i logged in was in March after my dog died. Now? well, I just got cheated on in a six-year relationship, that i had plans to be in for the rest of my life. things change. I have changed for the better, or at least somewhat. I am heartbroken, and even more that I don't think I'll ever be able to love like I did once. it honestly sucks.

Life has been kinda hard lately, so if it’s been hard for you too… you aren’t alone. Wishing everyone the best. Don’t forget to take each day as is. Xoxo 

I haven’t been able to work on stuff recently, haven’t been very ‘creative.’ Nor very happy because I’m having to deal with mouth issues I had in the past. Hoping to get them solved in the next three weeks, unless they can get me in sooner. (Which I’m going on a trip with my mom to visit family next week.)  but I’m hoping to do some writing while I’m there. So wish me luck! Xoxox -Cherri via mom :) 

A bit of a question to anyone who is still active on here. What something that you think would be popular in fanficts/Xreaders? I was just curious about what people are into these days/still are. :) 

I been taking a bit of a break from my L Fanfict and will hopefully get back to it during February but will probably be worked on March or April. But I promised to finish it at some point. 

So Ive created chapters 1-4 so far. Each one is about 800 words. Been having a problem with chapter 5, but I’ll figure it out. :)

Hellos my people, Ive been working on the book I’ve talked about, for sure it’s been a interesting couple weeks for me, but I’m doing alright that’s what matters. :) 

So, this week I start a second ever job, so yay! Sadly I will be going to the doctors too. Getting check for a kidney disease. Which sucks bc it might lead to surgery for it. I’ve been having pain for the past two weeks and other problems involving it. So let’s pray it’s not as bad as what I think it is. 

So I’ve been wanting to get my head back into writing. And I thought I’d make a Markiplier short story. Just wonder how many people would be interested in it. I only will post them once I finish all chapters which will only be 10. I thought it would be a nice way to get back into it. Especially since that mainly one of my talents is to write about mark apparently. But like I said let me know what you think! I have another surgery on the 2nd but I’ll be working on it a bit before hand so. Wish me luck! Love mom :) xoxo