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@NinaSmall12 YOU ARE A BLESSING TO THIS EARTH. THE TRIO IS REUNITED.

@NinaSmall12 I know your pain all too dearly, my friend. Even though I'm on vacation, I still have summer school to make up for credits I can't take during the school year so I can have a study hall (thanks marching band, horseback riding, swimming, piano, oboe, flute, and my job). I also have two books I need to annotate for summer reading and an essay to write over one of them, so I still can't write as much as I want to. Ugh. Depression, a good summary of my life.

@NightOfLight Yeah, I have the same problem with my chaptered Kaneki Ken story. I've honestly written so much for it (100+ pages so far), but I'm SUPER insecure about it cuz I hated the original and am still pretty iffy about it now. And I actually rewrote it multiple times, RIP. I feel bad for the people who have been waiting 2 years for an update, but I also have to make sure that the plotline is sound before publishing anything cuz you can't really go back and edit your work (especially if it's major plot points) when it's already public.

@NinaSmall12 You don't know how much I freaking  relate to that, but like I don't even get readers in the first place. Most people who write for characters I write either only do one shots or have such an immature writing style that I can't read it, so I think maybe I need to write for a greater spectrum of characters while managing my own original story that I wish to one day publish on here (but I have like no confidence lololol). I'm v salty and I'm only now getting the encouragement to write, someone begged me to update my story and I think I burst into tears when I first saw it so. I'm only about 1000-1500 words into this chapter and I need to write like five times that and I'm just :') kms

@NinaSmall12 Oh believe me I know. I'm already in high school classes, I have some of my credits done w. Three, actually. Ugh. At least as a junior + senior I won't have to do much.

@NightOfLight I don't know how I should feel about being dubbed sinpai, but I gotta admit it's kinda true xD. Haha, good luck with high school. I always took all honors/APs too, so it was a shitty experience for me as well. But look at me now - I survived and am in college (though, that doesn't particularly make me feel any better lol -u-')! Basically, you just have to kinda suck it up and live through it - that's what I always tell myself haha xD.

simultaneous crying, not dabbing. though, it would not be incorrect to say it is unlike me to dab twice at the same time [shot bc triple negative]

It's been over a year and I just saw this I'm a good person