NightOwl480

Hey, having a bit of a panic and washed some thoughts, feel free to ignore tho. 
          	
          	So I was reading a fic, it was one of those choose who dies fic, and I was wondering if I was ever in that scenario, who I would pick if it was between my parents and my siblings. And I realised that I would choose my siblings to live and my parents to die every single time. Obviously I wouldn't want my parents to die, and I would try to find a way out of it, and if sacrifice myself first if I could. I'd mourn and miss my parents after and I would feel horrible. But I wouldn't regret my choice. I wouldn't have had to think about it, I wouldn't feel conflicted (about the choice, obviously I'd worry there was a way out I wasn't seeing.
          	
          	Obviously all this is speculation, there's no way of knowing what I'd actually do. But in every imagined version of that scenario, that's what happens. Am I, like, a bad person for that? Shouldn't I love my family equally? 
          	
          	(Thx wattpad for letting me rant)

NightOwl480

Hey, having a bit of a panic and washed some thoughts, feel free to ignore tho. 
          
          So I was reading a fic, it was one of those choose who dies fic, and I was wondering if I was ever in that scenario, who I would pick if it was between my parents and my siblings. And I realised that I would choose my siblings to live and my parents to die every single time. Obviously I wouldn't want my parents to die, and I would try to find a way out of it, and if sacrifice myself first if I could. I'd mourn and miss my parents after and I would feel horrible. But I wouldn't regret my choice. I wouldn't have had to think about it, I wouldn't feel conflicted (about the choice, obviously I'd worry there was a way out I wasn't seeing.
          
          Obviously all this is speculation, there's no way of knowing what I'd actually do. But in every imagined version of that scenario, that's what happens. Am I, like, a bad person for that? Shouldn't I love my family equally? 
          
          (Thx wattpad for letting me rant)

NightOwl480

Going back to school in 2 days and I still haven't done any holiday work XDDDD (*cries*)

NightOwl480

@Kam_4eva YES I HATE IT'S STUPID and ty!
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Kam_4eva

@NightOwl480 YOU GET GIVEN WORK IN THE HOLIDAYS?? OOF we get given last minute assignments in week 9 that need to be done by week 10 but thats a bit far (┬┬﹏┬┬)I still have a week left I'll have you with me spiritually
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NightOwl480

Hey everyone! It's Nowruz! For those who don't now (probs like everyone tbh lol) that's Iranian new year! I'm half Iranian so I celebrate it. With all the bombings etc going on in Iran right now, as well as the general horrible governance, I'm really grateful to be able to connect to my heritage like this, in a way I'm proud of and happy about. Anyways, on a less serious note - hell yeah I get money! And amazing food! And early Easter chocolate! Oh and to those who celebrate - happy Eid! (That is today right?)

NightOwl480

@rowen_fairy0107 <33333333 (also your message took so long to load wtf is my phone glitching?!?)
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NightOwl480

@rowen_fairy0107 but like mostly it's just happy
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rowen_fairy0107

@NightOwl480 NOWRUZ MUBARAKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!
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NightOwl480

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Hey y'all, I need to rant for a bit, if you know be irl pls don't read you might know who it's about and I don't want that. 
          
          K so basically I'm on a school trip and there's this one girl who like it's probably my closest friend here, like we're not super close but I'm closer to her than anyone else. Anyways, so we got dinner, but she gluten free so she got something different. As soon as she got it she was all "this looks disgusting" which okay, I could understand I guess? Then she kept on fucking going on about it, like erm red flag much?!? And the complaints weren't even fair either! She was like whys it so watery - oh idk maybe cus pasta is like that sometimes?? Then she like ugh there's so much cheese and I'm like girl I love it with extra cheese like I get it's a personal preference but wtf no need to make it sound like a fact and then say it like 50 times. And then she's all like ugh you can tell it's gluten free - bitch I fucking hope it's gluten free?!? And like what are they going to do about it, it's the pasta they've got in, it's all they have that's gluten free. And like they had no prior notice they had to cook it up in like 15 minutes, and they did the best they could! To some people it would be really fucking nice?!? Anyway so right now I'm super annoyed at her but I have to act civil cuz she's my roomie and I don't want drama. But like I'm actually so fucking pissed rn I s2g.
          
          Anyways if you read it to the end thanks and sorry lol, you didn't have to read. If you do know me idk but read it anyway old just don't mention this. 
          
          (Update: as I'm typing this she's been on multiple calls and in all of them she's complained about the pasta and that's been like the main focus like AAAARGH she's such a fucking bitch rn)
          
          And this isn't even the first instance anyway of her being a bitch, but like I said in not really friends with anyone else and I don't want to be by myself ToT)

NightOwl480

@Kam_4eva ikr, and not bad actually lol
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Kam_4eva

@NightOwl480 oooh, I get eating the dinner, coz like I get hungry if I skip more than one meal, but at least she had snacks for breakfast, also, how was YOUR breakfastt??
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