I can't believe my 'friends' anymore. I (stupidly) went to my school dance to try an talk to my crush a little (which didn't happen at all) and hang out with my friends. About 3/4 of they way through I started to get a sensory overload and asked two of them to help me. Both of them just walked me over to a chair in the gym lobby, then left me, I proceeded to have an anxiety attack. Later after crying my eyes out I told them they were shitty friends because they know how to deal with me when that happens. I left our group chat, and now I have no friends. But what got stuck in my head is that they thought their boyfriends we're more important then their best friend's mental health. Their boyfriends were actually nice enough to ask if I was OK.