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...I was writing anotherpart to the deku smut but now i just can't like....ughhhhh i can't keep making gay or straight shit without thinking "pussy ,pussy,pussy " idk whyyyyy
Not only that , My crush hates me , this boy i met not to long ago i was in after school club and layed on a blanket on the floor and he kinda got ontop of me holding himself up....you won't believe how bad i wanted to yell , like boy move damnit not only that i got bit hard and started bleeding and left the room to calm down went back in sat on an empty desk and he walked over got mad close just to fix my hood...i swear the random things that be happening are just so confusing let me die without feeling all these emotions, but this boy is quit kind but he ain't my type NOT BY LOOKS just like...someone a bit mean and scary , idk don't ask why im into guys that can scare me but i sit next to this pretty girl in math she's so quite and she has a nice style!!! i've complemented her the pass 2 days and she says ty in such a quite tone and her voice is cute like girl is the cutest and she's taller then me, love it `but she's slowly starting to talk to me which is nice