Just in case, i didn't die, last year I met my current gf so, i was kinda living the moment, haha, and the lasts months had been rough cause i'm finishing uni and someone very close to me did die. I been working on a fanfic I like, I'm not publishing it, until I finish it. The thing is, I'm writing this cause fanfics had been my confort place since im a teen, so if you like the kind of ff I wrtite, i would like to recomend to you some authors that i personally like a lot; first, you have lonewolflink they write on ao3, but trust me, even if ao3 its more "complicated", it's worth it. Lonewolfink writes a very good story called "Wheel, Snipe, Celly" (that i love) and has some other fanfics published; you have ddeongies, also on ao3, who has a lot of incredible os and ff, i recomend "afternoon class crush", sweet, hot, everything you need, and "unfinished business". Then, one you may know, liaselectriccucumber, who has a lot of good and entreteining ff. And finally, I would recomend this alone fanfic of Krystal_Shardz, also in ao3, "Hwang Siblings - Yeji's story". It's a cute one.
Well, that would be it, hope it helps someone.