Nightmares_cometrue4

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Holy shit! I just lost 100 words of work! I hate it when that happens :(

Nightmares_cometrue4

You have a smile like sunshine, and a mind of rain.
          
          All I want is to end your pain.
          
          I'd rather have an endless conversation with you into the depths of night than go to sleep and fight with myself about my insecurities. 
          
          So tell me please, why do I mean so much to you? I just want to make it through, but not without you. 
          
          My mind is a gun, and my thoughts are the bullets, shooting at my soul. 
          
          Without you, I am not whole. 
          
          I'd rather walk with you through the depths of Hell than be without you in heaven. 
          
          I've been this way since before I was eleven. 
          But you came along, and you gave me love and pride. 
          
          Now, with you, I can find happiness and feel whole inside.

Nightmares_cometrue4

YOUR END
          
          I saw her crying mascara tears. This is the worst of my fears. You're so open-minded. The others were blinded. Where did you go, friend? Did you welcome your end? I miss you so. Please tell me, where did you go? She misses you even more. When will you come knocking on her door? If you're gone, I'll have to leave too. I miss you. Please tell me you're coming back. When will this storm be over?