Nightrider

I'll get straight to the point. My dog just died.
          She was alive just this morning,but then as I was about to give her food,she just remained there. I checked on her,no pulse,she didn't blink. She was dead. I know I shouldn't be using this as an excuse to stop writing for a while. But I just can't,everytime I look at her favorite chair that she slept on,everytime I look at her collar that was no longer on her,I just stop entirely. I understand if you all don't even read most of my stuff anymore since I'm very inconsistent in uploading anything at all, doesn't help that my writing was quite shit in the first place despite my ideas being quite good.
          Basically tldr:I'll be taking abreak for the time being. I don't know when I'll come back,but I promise I will.
          See you all. May your loved ones live a long life.

Hello again I'm going to college in like 2 months probably 
          So uh there's that will it be worth it? Tbh idk anymore at this point but I just wanna personally get things done and over with already 

All by myself~
          Anyway enough depression it's Holy week baby which means NO SCHOOL YEAAAAAAA
          But then again I am going to college soon so NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
          
          (My body is tired mentally lol)

So hey... Been a while eh?
          Sigh if I'm being honest I'm mentally tired rn and rn? I just I don't know anymore then again I've always been like this
          Still though right now I shouldn't be complaining after all Toriyama the creator of Dragonball has died. 
          
          
          This is really shaping up to one fucked up year huh?
          Then again... We've all been through shit one way or another huh

Me casually dying in senior high school
          
          
          Max:So like are you gonna continue writing our stories or
          
          
          Me:I will I will ffs just let me suffer a bit more then I'm free from this hell...
          
          
          Leo:You do realize that there's still college right?
          
          
          
          Me:...
          
          
          
          Me:FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

Oh damn it's already 2024 eh?
          
          
          Well uh hi y'all and yes I am not dead
          
          
          Good news:Phone got fixed so LET'S F****** GOOOOO
          
          
          Bad news:I think I'm sick lol
          
          
          Still though here's what I plan this year:
          1.Finish "Humanities selfless warrior"
          2.Rewrite my "what if book on Future princess"
          3.Hopefully finish my other books planned.
          
          Let's just hope I manage to actually do this kol

So uh got bad news and Good news for y'all
          Bad news is my phone's lcd is uh for some reason f**ked up just cause I left it overnight charging and now it sometimes turns on and off but I can't still do stuff despite not seeing whatever is on the screen so uh might not be able to write anything just yet till either my dad or I find a way to fix this
          Good news is no more fever and only a cough now which still kind of sucks but a bit better now.
          Again so sorry for this.

So uh bad news got a fever yesterday out of nowhere so now I'm currently resting,and I can't use my phone to write cause my mom says I need to rest so there's that
          But I'll try my best to still finish writing chapter 4 of my honkai fic so yea anyways later.

Bruh it hasn't even been like 2-3 days since I made my honkai fic and I haven't even finished chapter 2 yet,and somehow there's nearly a 100 reads on it already,welp guess I'm focusing on this book first then(damn y'all honkai fans really do be desperate for something huh?)
          
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/353606690?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=Nightrider681&wp_originator=oTcTHfEB5PPQKpvN2sh4xqe7sIzB24XSCH%2B5m3PX4wiLpFeLD6I0MZvDcvUD5jkktWPKn3r7WKdQfOxKmTmuyLQYIFyK9Jh%2FqRZWPMz%2Bx5qsEyeYLFoQRrQpwXeieYHX

Imagine already having a finale planned for a fanfic that doesn't even have a single chapter written in it and then immediately having plans to write another fanfic that you've probably messed up some of the lore in whatever game/story your writing fanfic on cause a random idea popped up in your head...
          
          
          Yep that's me after writing a honkai impact fic that doesn't even have a chapter yet
          God I hate myself for being so lazy