CJ

I love everything about your book and your songbook I am also just like you I’m heartbroken I found this girl that I really liked when I was at camp but she lives there and I live an hour and a half away but it hurt so much to let her go my parents are also against girls dating girls so idk what to do I feel like if I don’t have her I just don’t have a point to live

Are you going to finish your book New Player? 
          

Yo guys, I'm so heartbroken right now. I put two songs on my lyrics book, one it's called I want you and the other one is called is it just me..
          
          I really really love this girl, and I think she loves me too, saying goodbye to her was one of the hardest things I've done in my life. I care deeply about this girl, she deserves the world, she deserves to be treated like a queen. She was everything and still is everything I want in my life, she was amazing, beautiful oh god she was just breathtaking. If I'm correct we got a two year gap between us and I really don't care about it but I think she does. Letting her go was a big mistake, letting her go was heartbreaking but I didn't know what else to do. I hope she takes care of herself. 
          
          Guys, if you ever fall in love with someone, whether they're a girl or a boy or anything in between, please PLEASE never let them go. If you truly love someone, you won't let them go. You'll fight for that person. Do whatever it takes to be with them.
          
          I'm sorry for this text but I had to get it out somehow. I won't be updating for a while not even my own songs.
          
          I hope you guys take care of yourself. Be proud and happy of who you are. 
          
          Peace ✌️

So, I won't be updating New Player? -USWNT- anymore. I don't have the motivation to continue the book. If you want me to do any other type of book (example: one shots) please tell me. 
          
          I hope that you guys understand that I'm not I'm the right state of mind to upload a book but if it's a simple book like one shots I'll do it for sure. 
          
          I hope you guys have an amazing night/ day. Don't forget to take care of yourselfs. 
          
          Peace ✌️

Another chapter written, I'll be posting another one today maybe in two hours. 
          
          Don't forget, if you have any ideas tell ya girl and I'll consider them. 
          
          Peace ✌️

I updated the New player - USWNT, I also made some changes in the other chapters so feel free to check those out...
          
          If you have any ideas, tell me and I might consider them!! 
          
          
          Peace ✌️