Okay
I wasn't writing or updating my books for a while.
There are many reasons as to why.
First:
Work or more specifically my training in retail management was pushing me harder than ever since I'm in my last year of it.
Second:
The exams on my training time were on and I had to put as much time as possible to study and be prepared for them.
Third:
Another exam, which allows me to verify a college application, (I live in Germany, there are different kinds of schools and colleges) has also kept me studying for it.
Fourth:
Even during vacation time, I had to keep up with everything and had to prepare for familial festivities and other events.
Fifth:
It was complicated trying to balance everything I had to concentrate on. So I took to remove everything I didn't need to concentrate on from the time being.
Sixth:
I am slowly losing motivation and inspiration to continue writing, while other fresh new ideas keep coming up and disturbing the already published ones.
Seventh:
My head is a mess, after all the anxiety of waiting for any results on any exam, also causing loss of motivation and inspiration to continue writing.
Eighth:
I still have an oral exam coming up in a few weeks, so I still have to prepare myself for that one, to officially graduate from my training.
Ninth:
After that oral exam, I need time to clear my head. To clear of any anxiety, any worry and any stress to be gone and to find my motivation in writing again.
But that will be over soon.
I passed my written exams from school.
I passed my College Application Exam (just barely).
I just graduated from theoretical training in retail management.
My life is nearly balancing again.
I have less worries than 3 months ago.
So I ask of your forgiveness if there was anyone believing I abandoned my time to write.
