"I'm the worst type of person, for all I've done to you, I am sorry. It is meaningless and will never make amends but I hope that in this life, in this time,  you may find the freedom and happiness you seek. I find myself always wondering what could have been if I hadn't destroyed what we had. However, every session I find myself returning to the same conclusion, that it does not matter what could have been. Because I hurt you in every possible way and I will someday have to pay for all I did to you. In my heart I will always know you were one in a million and anyone would be extremely blessed to even meet you. 

Please, I know I do not deserve mercy or forgiveness so I would not even consider asking, but please, know your worth. Be strong and prosperous, be happy and enjoy life and never, ever, let someone doubt you. You are amazing, incredible and perfect. Like the Doctor and Missy, although I've hurt you and tormented you, you are my friend, I will carry you in my heart and always, always...wish the best for you."