Nikks_S_OZOM

Ah fuck I'm really not good at keeping promises.
          

So for the curious ones out there who've enjoyed my works, I'll be happy to say that because of Summer, I'll be able to post stories consistently until the new SY starts up again. I'll most likely start by late May or early June so until then, please be patient with me. (arigato!)
          
          So my priorities this time are:
          1. To complete The Glow of Summer (USUK)
          2. To complete Under The Rain (Cherik)
          - I'll be focusing on these two because I've been wanting to finish these since a year ago. So be sure to check em out!
          
          Others:
          1. Write an original story (not gonna reveal the plot because its still drafted)
          2. Write one-shots for DFFAE! 
          
          (2/2) 

Summer is coming.
          Y'all know what that means.
          (1/2)

Notice me SENPAI!
          I really like your works btw.

I'll be unpublishing two stories for now because I honestly don't know the feel of the atmosphere of these stories and if I don't know, I won't be able to write them nicely and with that constant atmosphere. So, I apologize if you liked The Glow of Summer and The Cute Girl. I want to make stories that will have a consistent atmosphere like Don't Fall For Anyone Else! So I apologize. Only then when I have time to write constantly will I publish these stories.

@DaleDignos Lmao wassuuuup! I didn't go to school earlier btw but I will tomorrow.

For those who had been reading Don't Fall For Anyone Else!, I'll have to sadly but excitedly tell you that it's almost going to come to a finish.
          
          I'm already working on the last chapter, which is just a couple of chapters away from the newly posted one. 
          
          Man, this whole story really gave me a ride. It's like, the very first time I actually made something and don't regret afterwards, the story of which I actually continued till the end. It really gives me alot of feels haha.
          
          So thank you for all those who have kept up with the story, added it to their reading lists, voted on it, wrote comments, and enjoyed it. It really brings me utmost happiness to actually see this one till the end. 
          
          -NSO
          
          
          

I guess to end this note a bit lightly, I had a kind of fun day today. He just ruined it for me. I guess I may have exaggerated my reaction but all I want is to be his friend because he's my friend and he always insults me and it hurts my lil marshmallow heart which makes me sad T^T

          But then he said, "Saying you're depressed just shows that you're not." and in my mind I was just like 'What the actual fuck?' Bro you don't know what I've been through, you don't know me. You don't have the right to just assume shit just because you don't like me. If you don't like me, that's fine but you didn't need to be an asshole just to bring me off from hanging out with my friends!
          
          And he even told me that I was laughing too loud at the multicab. Maybe he was right but I didn't see any problem from my other two guy friends. In fact, they were laughing along with me! Like, what's the deal?? Like, do you just not like me because I'm a girl? That I own a vagina? Well, I'm sorry but you're gonna have to deal with the fact that I own a vagina and a pair of tits! Or does he actually think I'm an attention whore who flirts with EVERY GUY just because I'm a fucking GIRL? Like, fuck you dude I'm not a low desperate hoe in need of a fuck. I have goals and dreams and being a whore ain't one of them.
          
          He's always been like that! He's insulted me so many times before even though I've done nothing wrong to him! Even his own friends have started to take notice of his attitude. 
          
          All I want is to be his friend because he's friends with my guy friends so we can all be friends, but I guess you just can't please everyone in this world. 
          
          Sorry, but I've had this in my chest all day and I've been wanting to just let it all out right now.

This is a random rant from me because I just want to let out my feelings.
          
          There's this guy at school who's friends with my friends (who are dudes) but for some reason, he doesn't like me. Like, he fucking said "Why are you hanging out with us? You're on a completely different level from us." And I laughed at him, telling him that I'm like them as well but he only frowns at me, "You're not depressed." 
          
          I had to raise an eyebrow, like, bro the fuck? I brush it off, giving him a joking smile, "Nah, I'm like you guys. I've been depressed as well."and it's true. I've faced depression many times due to love, family, school work, responsibilities, pressure, etc. It was like I just wanted to die because it was always too much for me to bear.