@Nikita_egan I felt the same way just going into high school, and I decided to exercise extreme self control, leave all my hobbies and entertainment for after studies, get myself a strict schedule and actually use my planner for once in my life as well as battling with my ADHD daily whilst arguing with myself over *how do I phrase this stupid essay?!*
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yeah, really just figuring out how I am going to live before I actually do it.