Nikki007

Hey!!

Mhm. So he said he didn't know? 

I really don't know how you should do it because I don't know the guy. But when I told my bestfriend that I liked him I just went fit it. I sent him a message tellin him that I wanted him to know that I've always like him.... When I was waiting for his response I have to admit I was nervous and I began to wish I had never done it but once he answered back he told me he always liked me too. You see if I hadn't taken that chance I wouldn't be having a relationship with him now. And yes I broker up with my last boyfriend and then after I started talking to my bestfriend I didn't do it at the same time.

I think you should tell him but then again I get what you mean by wanting things go as they should but if you don't ever tell him and he likes you back then your wasting the chances you have with him and I've been in that same situation. I told the guy that I've always liked that I liked him and he told me he always liked me too but now its hard for us to try to be together because he is still in School and im not. If I could go back in time and tell him when I had the chance I would do it without doubt so please take a chance and don't let it go.

Thank you! And Im no longer with him. I ended things with him this weekend he was very possessive and it just didn't feel right......anyways im leaving to Mexico soon but before I leave you should tell me what has happed with you?

He just messaged me three times early at 6:00 in the morning telling me that he understads and that I'm the most important person in the world for him that he loves me and he misses me. I don't know what to text him back.

He just texted me saying your the most important thing in my life- I love you. But he doesn't answer me anymore. I really hope it's not over

Okay that's it, we just got in a fight. OMG I think its over. 

It's him that makes me want to cry! He is just so sweet but he is starting to figure out that im hidding something.

I'm sure going to miss talking to while I'm in Mexico. But I don't know if i'll have internet over there, but if I do i'll make sure to message you.....I still haven't told my boyfriend about it. I need to soon because im going next friday to get my picture taken for my passport and he's gonna wonder what that's for.